Well okay then heres a journal, obviously, that i intend to express my emotions in. If im stating the obvious, please sue with all ur might and keep reading.

Recently, i have had several good things happen to me. My mate finally got his car, we are moving out on the 16th, and i am dua to be hired on permanently in the next couple of weeks. Not only that but last month on the 20th was my 23rd birthday. But i can say that balance will not be ignored. for all the good things that have happened, or will happen, there is an event that is a horrible equivalent.

My brother called me not 20 minutes ago and told me, while sobbing into the phone, that our mother is in the hospital for lung cancer. She has been suffering from chest pains for the last two weeks and just a couple days ago she was in so much pain that she couldnt eat or sleep. She went to the emergency room yesterday and was told that she had a lump the size of a baseball on her lung. She is currently hospitalized at the Russel Medical Center in Alexander City, Alabama and a bioscopy tomorow to determine how bad it is. I will inform everyone when i know myself.


Please send prayers or whatever else you think is apprpriate.
Thank You All

ps) if i seem distant or cold right now its the way i cope with these things....