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14 years ago
As you may have noticed, I haven't uploaded anything for a few days.
The reason: I haven't actually drawn anything because I've been feeling down and confused about how one of my best friend's behavior has changed since her boyfriend has started living with her and her family.
He's a great guy, don't get me wrong, but I just feel totally left out now, and I feel like she just wants my company when he's at work.
I feel like a terrible person saying that, but I've just got that stuck in my head, mainly because when he's there, I hardly ever hear from her. It's like I don't exist. But when he's at work, she texts me and asks if I want to come over.
I'm starting to feel like a Back Up Friend.
She's always telling me about how they've gone out with friends/family for dinner, or just for ice cream, and I get upset inside because she used to ask me if I wanted to go out for ice cream all the time.
I feel like I've been cut off.
Maybe I'm just looking at this whole thing the wrong way.
I'm so confused :'(
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I stared doodling Pikachu's yesterday.
I want to practice drawing them, and I thought it would cheer me up.
The reason: I haven't actually drawn anything because I've been feeling down and confused about how one of my best friend's behavior has changed since her boyfriend has started living with her and her family.
He's a great guy, don't get me wrong, but I just feel totally left out now, and I feel like she just wants my company when he's at work.
I feel like a terrible person saying that, but I've just got that stuck in my head, mainly because when he's there, I hardly ever hear from her. It's like I don't exist. But when he's at work, she texts me and asks if I want to come over.
I'm starting to feel like a Back Up Friend.
She's always telling me about how they've gone out with friends/family for dinner, or just for ice cream, and I get upset inside because she used to ask me if I wanted to go out for ice cream all the time.
I feel like I've been cut off.
Maybe I'm just looking at this whole thing the wrong way.
I'm so confused :'(
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I stared doodling Pikachu's yesterday.
I want to practice drawing them, and I thought it would cheer me up.
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