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14 years ago
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I feel kind of rejected today... not that I take it personally people just have stuff going on. My day has been spent roaming around the web looking for conversation and getting rejection after rejection. It's like having a door slammed in my face. I know so many people yet all the ones I have immediate contact with are busy. My Mistress just noted me and due to various reasons does not want me as a pet anymore. I'm slightly stung about it but nothing overwhelming, I was kind of expecting it. Besides most FA pet/master relationships are more show and false comforts anyway. Not all to those of you in serious circumstances I'm not insulting your situation I am saying most.
I guess it's just one of those days where I realize how vastly different we all are. From talking about art, to talking about love, second life, and sex toys.... some conversations better than others >.> but none lasting or going anywhere. Yes I am moping. I require a certain ammount of intelligant conversation to exist and I've been kind of not having conversation period.
Honestly the loneliness of not being with
sultry is starting to get to me... there are ups and downs and right now it's a down sadly. but hey I can't really complain, people have lives... just inconveniant everyone has a life at once on the same day.
Oh well, four more days until HRT...wooh!
I guess it's just one of those days where I realize how vastly different we all are. From talking about art, to talking about love, second life, and sex toys.... some conversations better than others >.> but none lasting or going anywhere. Yes I am moping. I require a certain ammount of intelligant conversation to exist and I've been kind of not having conversation period.
Honestly the loneliness of not being with
sultry is starting to get to me... there are ups and downs and right now it's a down sadly. but hey I can't really complain, people have lives... just inconveniant everyone has a life at once on the same day.Oh well, four more days until HRT...wooh!
and 4 more days till hrt? awesome
but i understand what ya meen by the pet/master thing..... i do admit i do have a mistress but only for HUGGING and nothing more but i also agree who woudnt want someone like ya as a pet ya are very kind and sweet
i would take ya on as a pet but i would much rather have ya as a friend instead ^_^
It sounds like you've had a rough day. Being Bipolar must be hard... I can't even imagine.
and yeah it's not very fun but it's something i have to put up with <_<
I love talking about art and anything really :3
If you have a skype i'll be happy to talk to you whenever i'm online~
just pm me if you want my skype or pm me your skype and i'll give ya an add.
Well I like talking about art, but if its dangerous I dunno if I want to talk about it ;p
If you ever want to talk just lmk its always nice to talk with others from FA :3
I'm happy to hear you are not dangerous :3
I sent ya a note already~
Bleh morning shifts -___-;
The only thing I have is skype if you wanna add me. XD
I would never do that to you especially not now when I know how much support and love you are going to need. But I know how strong and brave you are and I am SO PROUD of the steps you are taking and of the grace you have displayed in handling all the negativity that seems to be falling in your lap. I truly admire you. It is definitely her loss, because you are a wonderful person
And oh lookit, here's a collar in your size ...
kokor0[at]live.com
I'm sorry you're feeling that way. :(