it is annoying and stressfull. never before have i had a guy come on to me and call me sexy, or interesting, or anything like that. im not sexy or interesting. far from it. and ive learned in my rambleings on this dying planet never to trust anyone other than my good freind jacob as far as they could be thrown. im starting to crack under that type of pressure. as many times ive said no, its just brushed aside like nothing happens. i just told him off AGAIN. sad truth is ive only been in love once. i know what that feels like... for people to just throw the word around, or even confuse it with lust! come on!