what shit week...
14 years ago
General
okay there are so many people out there worse of then me.. im just venting... again.
So first i now have a stalker.. look at my previous journal.. then i discover that my "best friends" were trying to hack my accounts to break me and my mate up... thanks guys just what i wanted (fucking pricks)
and then on a more serious and sadder note, find out that one of my favorite and most influential teacher from high school past away this week...
just saying i might be a little touchy for a few days, its nothing personal just mentally struggling cause im weak like that. a nice R.I.P to that fantastic teacher that was a great loss to the school and burn in hell ot every one else...
again dont hate me for raging im just venting @.@
thankyou to my gorgeous mate for your support. couldnt do it without you <3
So first i now have a stalker.. look at my previous journal.. then i discover that my "best friends" were trying to hack my accounts to break me and my mate up... thanks guys just what i wanted (fucking pricks)
and then on a more serious and sadder note, find out that one of my favorite and most influential teacher from high school past away this week...
just saying i might be a little touchy for a few days, its nothing personal just mentally struggling cause im weak like that. a nice R.I.P to that fantastic teacher that was a great loss to the school and burn in hell ot every one else...
again dont hate me for raging im just venting @.@
thankyou to my gorgeous mate for your support. couldnt do it without you <3
FA+

ozfurs
It tests us in our time
Long and harsh and full of poison
This is what we find
Our friends betray us and turn the tables
Try to find our strongest foibles
The road of love is full of darkness
It rips and tears at our personas
But keep on walking, straight and true
The light will come and pay its dues
The storm will pass, and nature call
Letting you rest in each others arms
And if this bond be truly meant
Nothing will ever break its strength
-I was never the best at poems, though my teachers told me otherwise. I haven't written one in a long time. I don't usually aim for any sort of rhyme or pattern, so much as just stating phrases that seem to fit together to make a bigger picture. I feel this might not exactly be the strongest piece for you, but I wrote it on the spot hoping it might bring a little extra strength. I wanted to add something about true friends, but couldn't think of anything and left that out. I figured you might appreciate it. However let me say this: You are not weak. Sometimes we need to let off a little pressure in our lives.
Sorry to hear about your teacher passing. I may not have known him but I'm sure he was pretty cool to warrant your feelings towards him. Best of luck to you and your mate. You have my support and encouragement, even if you don't really believe or accept it.