Freaking out a little. I feel like I still have SO MUCH STUFF to do.

I'm bummed my lovelies won't be there, and it's already sort of.....lessened? the experience for me I guess, but I'm still looking forward to it. It's got a LOT to live up to coming off the tail end of A-kon this weekend and what was purely the most nerd-gasmic 48 hours of my life. It's going to be damn near impossible to top that weekend. It was awesome.

That said, I know half my nerves are purely just freak out mode and the never ending list of what I still have left to accomplish, and once that passes, I'll be good to go.


Tonight, however, I'm ditching my efforts to prepare to spend them with Matt :) I don't know exactly what's going on here, Tom and Loli are just...loving pestering the two of us about it and he basically was my equivalent in his relationship with his ex-wife. Five years together, ended in resentment, still trying to be the bigger / better person, ect. It's nice to have someone understand where you're coming from and be able to help you work through things.

Enough gushing, I'll talk later ;3