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14 years ago
The pain still hasn't completely gone.... sometimes I bleed, sometimes I don't bleed at all.... But I'm doing all better.
Past Wednesday I went to my doctor, he Said I had to walk (are you insane!! were my thoughts) but ok I did the effort... that very day after the visit my bath room looked like a murder scene... blood everywhere, dripping, the pain, it was horrible.... but after a while and a hard time eliminating the scent of blood everything was fine.
This past weekend was Puerto Rico's Gay Parade of Cabo Rojo (south west coast area) since The Doc Said I had to walk, oh well.... he prescribed pelco drug... very good one indeed for the pain... I had a great time... with the pain and all...
Sunday around noon I got a horrible chill and a pain felt deep from the heart... my grandmother has passed away... After the crying tantrum... I was already in pelco, one of my friends rolled up some pod... I sucked up two good ones of it, and my fridns gave me quite some drinks... and then the world was beautiful again... but only temporary....
Yesterday was the burial, I hate those... I can to the funeral no problem but the burial is just to painful to watch... my sister somehow convinced me to go... so I went... When they started lowering that box... I almost ran out of air.
I was very closed to my grandma... of all of her grand sons, I was the closest to her...
Well.... I'm sorry I've been gone for a while... but I'm all better now, I can sit down like normal people do again hehe so I'll keep on working and drawing some more naughty stuff.
Past Wednesday I went to my doctor, he Said I had to walk (are you insane!! were my thoughts) but ok I did the effort... that very day after the visit my bath room looked like a murder scene... blood everywhere, dripping, the pain, it was horrible.... but after a while and a hard time eliminating the scent of blood everything was fine.
This past weekend was Puerto Rico's Gay Parade of Cabo Rojo (south west coast area) since The Doc Said I had to walk, oh well.... he prescribed pelco drug... very good one indeed for the pain... I had a great time... with the pain and all...
Sunday around noon I got a horrible chill and a pain felt deep from the heart... my grandmother has passed away... After the crying tantrum... I was already in pelco, one of my friends rolled up some pod... I sucked up two good ones of it, and my fridns gave me quite some drinks... and then the world was beautiful again... but only temporary....
Yesterday was the burial, I hate those... I can to the funeral no problem but the burial is just to painful to watch... my sister somehow convinced me to go... so I went... When they started lowering that box... I almost ran out of air.
I was very closed to my grandma... of all of her grand sons, I was the closest to her...
Well.... I'm sorry I've been gone for a while... but I'm all better now, I can sit down like normal people do again hehe so I'll keep on working and drawing some more naughty stuff.
One thing I learned is that When bad things happens, they all happen at the same time... but most of the time it means something very good is about to happen.... I thought Loosing my 3 jobs was a bad thing... but actually... It gave time for me to get back on gear, and share more intimate time with y grandmother before she passed... so to that I'm grateful.