The Good, The bad, and the sorrys
14 years ago
You see how clever i am with titles? -is shot-
Anyway, itt's been a while since i've been here and a lot has gone on, some of it good, some of it bad.
The good
-School is over! Yes! I've survived four years of highschool and i havent gone completely insane or killed myself.
-I went to Disney world, my first plane ride ever, i had a blast, i got to speak to some disney artists.
-I've been accepted into college! I'll be attending the Art Institute of Philadelphia in October, i'm relieved since i basically slacked my way through middle school and high school.
-I've improved, at least i think i have, this could just be my own wishful thinking.
The bad
-I've been secxually assaulted twice in the past couple months, once at a friend's party and once at school.
-My tablet's pen broke, this happened waaaaaaay back in January which is the main reason why i haven't been around lately
-My cat died, he was very sick and we had to put him down last sunday. He was 19 and pretty much my only friend for many years of my life. I'm not very religious but i do believe in angels, and i believe that he was an angel sent to me to help guide and comfort me throughout my childhood. This past year i've become more social, i've gained a lot of self-cofidence and i've realized that i am worth something and can stand on my own two feet. I'm also going away to college to a whole new state, i believe that he realized that i'm going to be ok and that it was his time to move on to the next person who needed him. He will be missed greatly.
Rip Fatboy (December 1991-June 5th 2011)
So I've been away due to school (having to keep up my grades so that college doesnt revoke my acceotance. And because my tablet currently does not have a pen. At the moment i'm usuing my sister's pen while she's at school which is working out pretty good since she'll be going to school all summer.
I know i owe some people some stuff off of the top of my head i know i owe
an image
and
an image. i may owe more but i don't think so but if i do don't be afraid to tell me.
I have no excuses for the fact that it will have taken 6+ months for me to do these. For now all i can offer is an apology and the artwork i owe you. Please note me refs if you are reading this.
Anyway, itt's been a while since i've been here and a lot has gone on, some of it good, some of it bad.
The good
-School is over! Yes! I've survived four years of highschool and i havent gone completely insane or killed myself.
-I went to Disney world, my first plane ride ever, i had a blast, i got to speak to some disney artists.
-I've been accepted into college! I'll be attending the Art Institute of Philadelphia in October, i'm relieved since i basically slacked my way through middle school and high school.
-I've improved, at least i think i have, this could just be my own wishful thinking.
The bad
-I've been secxually assaulted twice in the past couple months, once at a friend's party and once at school.
-My tablet's pen broke, this happened waaaaaaay back in January which is the main reason why i haven't been around lately
-My cat died, he was very sick and we had to put him down last sunday. He was 19 and pretty much my only friend for many years of my life. I'm not very religious but i do believe in angels, and i believe that he was an angel sent to me to help guide and comfort me throughout my childhood. This past year i've become more social, i've gained a lot of self-cofidence and i've realized that i am worth something and can stand on my own two feet. I'm also going away to college to a whole new state, i believe that he realized that i'm going to be ok and that it was his time to move on to the next person who needed him. He will be missed greatly.
Rip Fatboy (December 1991-June 5th 2011)
So I've been away due to school (having to keep up my grades so that college doesnt revoke my acceotance. And because my tablet currently does not have a pen. At the moment i'm usuing my sister's pen while she's at school which is working out pretty good since she'll be going to school all summer.
I know i owe some people some stuff off of the top of my head i know i owe
an imageand
an image. i may owe more but i don't think so but if i do don't be afraid to tell me.I have no excuses for the fact that it will have taken 6+ months for me to do these. For now all i can offer is an apology and the artwork i owe you. Please note me refs if you are reading this.
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But sorry to hear the bad stuff...but Im happy for the good stuff. But sorry again for the bad stuff....Im really sorry and I hope you'll pull through it all Im sure! if you need help I can try to help you I promise!
I'm so sorry that all this bad stuff has happened. I hope you're okay and I send you good wishes. :)
-sends virtual hug-
*cries at your feet*
WE ALL MISSED YOU SO MUCH <3
AND UM ... wait, sexually assaulted TWICE!?
Holy crap ... I uh, don't want to sound rude ... but was they serious? D:
My lord, the world sure has gone to shit, friends of mine being sexually assaulted it's horrifying to think about.
Also, I'm super sorry to hear about your kitty <3 losing a pet is as good as losing a close friend :(
Um .... uh .... MY GOD ITS GREAT TO SEE YOU BACK HERE :D
Also, it's made me super happy you and I have both gained a lot of self confidence over the past few months <3 Having a job has really helped me out.
Also, since when did you owe me a picture? I recall nothing of the sort deary
Congrats on making it through high school. ^^ I graduated myself this year. And congrats on getting accepted into college :D
Man, twice? x.x; I'm so sorry. I've had one negative experience like that when I was younger... It's hell to go through. :x Hope you're okay and taking it well. And sorry about your kitty. :C I know what it's like to lose a pet, too, but I love your look on it. ^^ He certainly was there for the toughest time of your life growing up and he figured now that you've decided to step up and take control, his job was done. <3
Also, what kind of tablet do you have? If the pens are expensive, you'd be shocked to know that sometimes a whole other brand of pen would work just fine, even if they're cheaper. c:
Good to see you're back and best of luck to you.
As far as the assault goes i'm doing fine, although i'm a little torn on what to do about the second time, the first time i told my mom and she nearly murdered the guy, the second time was with a friend of mine that apparently i was giving mixed signals to, needless to say i haven't talked to him since but i'm kinda like should i confront him about it and see if we should work through it or should i just let it go.
My tablet is a cheap off brand on that only cost me 40 dollars, i've been around websites and such and the cheapest pens i could find are 20 dollars so i'm kinda happy about that, just need to get some money and i'll be good.
Thanks for commenting, i really appreciate it :)
Better get crackin' on your awsum-ness 8D
And Congrats on college :3