Sitting here reflecting on how some friends have talked about other friends when said other friends weren't around.. And hoping this is not going to happen to me. The way things are going I'm kind of afraid it will..

No-one feels really approachable, anymore. Sort of feels like I'm not really in the 'group', just kept around for laughs or pity or something. I dunno. I just know I'm about at the edge of my tolerance.