Life as I know it.
14 years ago
Good thing beer was brought up in skype tonight (not pointing fingers)...
Reminded me of bad memories.
Parents divorsing
Mother almost dieing
Mother going to rehab
Mother lieing
Mother trying to commit suicide...
Why does my life get worse as it progresses?
My friends are total idiots,
My life is a complete waste...
Why am i sitting here with a emotionless face?
I seriously don't know why I'm making a small poem... But i guess writing poems make me calm.
But seriously. Was is there left to do in life? I know i have my whole life ahead of me, i know i have a lot to live for, i realize that suicide is for pussys who cant handle the pressure in life. So why live? Im just a waste.
The only time of my life that i miss was when i was little, when my dad loved me.. When my mom wasn't drunk...
Peace out fellas. I'm going to go think about the last 15 years of my life.
Reminded me of bad memories.
Parents divorsing
Mother almost dieing
Mother going to rehab
Mother lieing
Mother trying to commit suicide...
Why does my life get worse as it progresses?
My friends are total idiots,
My life is a complete waste...
Why am i sitting here with a emotionless face?
I seriously don't know why I'm making a small poem... But i guess writing poems make me calm.
But seriously. Was is there left to do in life? I know i have my whole life ahead of me, i know i have a lot to live for, i realize that suicide is for pussys who cant handle the pressure in life. So why live? Im just a waste.
The only time of my life that i miss was when i was little, when my dad loved me.. When my mom wasn't drunk...
Peace out fellas. I'm going to go think about the last 15 years of my life.
Clk
~clk
I don't really know what to say other than I hope you can figure this out and please for the sake of your friends don't do something irrational.
Robin J. Fisher-Jar
~themolt
Guy. You are a great friend, and a worthwhile one. Believe me when I say, all of us have been all up in this stuff. True, I don't know exactly what's going on, but I can tell you that I have thought those exact thoughts, and I do all the time. It sucks; it really does. But trust me when I say that we all care about you. So much. I can't imagine living a life without having known you, y'know? I love you, guy.
Clk
~clk
Well I don't think that either of us has to say it but I will, we are here for you when you need us buddy.
ThANmsS
~thanmss
I agree with Jay and Ryan here.
hellkid5500
~hellkid5500
along with everyone else who posted, ill always be here to help you out aswell. *hugs*
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