So an update is due. Yesterday I went to our Neighboring Province and sawthe Endocrinologist. It was a hectic trip, we almost didn't make it but thanks to my phone (HTC Desire HD) having a GPS we found it. I had to practically run through the busy hospital halls dodging patients to make it to the 7th floor. I made it and had to wait 2 hours to see the Doctor I was having a panick attack all the while (Go figure) So I was exausted, oh did I mention I was running on four hours sleep?

So I spoke with the doctors assistant and he took my blood pressure apparentaly my heart beat was 100 beats per minute but he could tell I was nervouse, perhaps by the shaking. So we talked made sure I don't do anything wreckless or have any history of various problems. Fortunately I aced it.

So The news that Ive been waiting for I finally heard it. I am on hormones and officially transitioning. It was so relieving. I was so happy I could barely talk to the doctors I was just so shocked. Going home I was a whirlpool of emotions but they leveled out to joy when I got back home and got my perscription filled. The pharmacist was extremely helpfull in filling it out. There was no judging nor at the hospital I was even addresed as Miss MacPhee which made me jump. Oh and better yet my hormones are fully covered by my medical insurance.

I got home and told my mother and she was nice about it. SHe is really giving it her best to be supportive. She doesn't know if Dad wants to talk to me anymore but y'know after all I went through it seems so petty. If he doesn't want to talk to me in the end that's his choice. I'll live either way. I will be Miss MacPhee with or without him.