I hope you feel better

See the problem is again that we let to many people in again. Times were so much simpler when it was just the 8 of us : /

Hey man, I'm not going to take sides to any of the furry drama, but I have your back if things get rough.

You're the one who's doing your best to behave like an offensive dick and lash out as soon as people started picking up on it. We did end up letting people in again, and we spoke to the both of you to tell you not to start shit. And what do YOU do? Start shit without provocation from this other person! You've also done a lot of shit and pissed a lot of people off. For a starter, Is it true that you're mocking one of the members in PMs about his personal troubles? Fucking low, man, you don't joke about that stuff.

People have always been talking to you directly about the way you behave from all over the place, and you refuse to stop and think about it and change. You know what the main problems are? You're constantly offensive, condescending, insensitive, needlessly dickish, arrogant, ungrateful, and always crass when being nice doesn't benefit you directly. Don't you realise that you're blacklisting yourself? We never at one point asked you to leave, you got up and left yourself and here you are basically saying we're a bunch of meanies who kicked you out just to get some cuddles and asspats from whoever may be watching you.

Really, I'm speechless when I think about it... you're just pathetic.

What the fuck? Who is it that I've supposedly mocked in PMs for their personal troubles, and what exactly was said? To my recollection, I've yet to do anything, and I wouldn't to anyone I consider a friend.

Also, this has nothing to do about someone talking to me about how I behave, this has to do with the fact that I had been told that no one was going to be added unless they get along with everyone. You really think two people that dislike eachother as much as she and I do will just magically forget our differences? If you do, you're more pathetic than I could ever imagine being. Unlike you, I refuse to lay down and be walked all over.

I'm not asking for sympathy here, I'm telling you and the others to fuck right off. I could give a shit less about sympathy. Yes, I'm the one that decided to leave, but you're the one that decided to take it another step instead of either leaving it at that or trying to talk to me, so here's my response. You can either sit here and continue to whine and bitch and go on some diatribe about my character flaws, or you can accept it and move the fuck on.

Awright. Just remember that acting like this right here in this journal isn't doing you any favours. It's this sorta thing that's gotten you detached from pretty much everyone on FAF, they have a pretty damn good reason to start hating you, yet you don't do fuck all about it. Anyhoo, the last thing I wanna have to do is to deal with you. I've had a bit of a dramafest today, so I could do with a nice long break. If you wanna continue this in this same manner, tough shit. I'm not gonna bother responding, I could do without the fighting.

Just know this: Everybody absolutely LOVED the old Cy... Where has he gone?

You're talking to me as if I actually give half a fuck what random internet furries think of me. I don't. I never have, and I can't foresee a set of circumstances in which I actually will. You'll like me or you won't, but don't come bitching when you delicate sensabilities get damaged.

There never was an "old Cy." There's just me. Take it or leave it.

"You really think two people that dislike eachother as much as she and I do will just magically forget our differences?"

Yes. What differences?

Differences that are none of your concern any longer.

Differences that never existed, you paranoid loon

Yes, we traded nasty PMs which ended up with each of us refusing further contact with the other because of differences that don't exist. Yep, totally paranoid there.

Entirely paranoid. Do what normal people do and attempt to swallow that gargantuan pride from time to time.

Like, you might actually notice that not every hates you. You're genuinely liked, you jerk.

What it seems like you're missing here is that I don't particularly care who hates me and who doesn't. I simply know who I haven't gotten along with and refuse to make the same mistake twice, and if a side effect of that is finding more mistakes I've made, then that's another mistake to sidestep in the future.