Does this get any easier? Does the pain go away.I miss my wolfie soo much it fucking hurts like hell.He made it safely to boot camp in Great Lakes Ill.Im happy for that...But Im pissed that hes there.I have had my moments all day to where Im perfectly fine then the next minute Im weeping like a child.Everywhere I look in my basement I see something that reminds me of him.I dont understand this.Its not like hes dead or something.Why am I crying like a bitch??Why cant I seem to see a end to this pain in my heart.?All I know tight now is that I FUCKING WANT MY WOLFIE BACK GOD DAMMIT!!!!! But I cant have him back.Hes doing something that Im too pussy to do,and thats join the Navy.Im soo fucking proud of him....But I cant get the image of the tears running down his face as we said our good byes.The sounds of his cries still ring in my head.I just want my wolfie back...Im sorry to sound like a emo bitch.But He is the first real long lasting relationship I have been in.And I love my wolfie Grey Saberklaww more than life itself......................................I FUCKING LOVE YOU SOO GOD DAMN MUCH GREY....Please come back to me.....I will be here waiting.




Wither
By Dream Theater
[Music & Lyrics by John Petrucci]

Let it out, let it out
Feel the empty space
So insecure
Find the words
And let it out

Staring down, staring down
Nothing comes to mind
Find the place
Turn the water into wine

But I feel I'm getting nowhere
And I'll never see the end

So I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear
I breakdown
And let the story guide me

Turn it on
Turn it on
Let the feelings flow
Close your eyes
See the ones you used to know

Open up open up
Don't struggle to relate
Lure it out
Help the memory escape
Still this barrenness consumes me
And I feel like giving up

So I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear
I breakdown
And let the story guide me

I wither
And give myself away

Like reflections on the page
The world's what you create

I drown in the hesitation
My words come crashing down
And all my best creations
Burning to the ground
The thought of starting over
Leaves me paralyzed

Tear it out again
Another one that got away

I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear

I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear
I breakdown
And let the story guide me
I wither
And give myself away

Like reflections on the page
The world's what you create

The world's what you create
Let it out, let it out