i got straight C's in all my classes for the second simester (anything lower than and i'd have to repeat the course)

so, yup, finished 10'th grade officiially!!!
im going to be a junior once summers over


my summer reading looks shitty though.... not looking forward to it


eh.....


also, feeling extreamly lathargic...... and just... unmotivated.......
i have to work out soon (im getting FAT AND SQUISHY!!!! ), but i dont feel like moving....
im not hungy, but fucking mom keeps putting food infront of me!!! ( idk, but theres somthing wrong with me.... whenever theres food infront of me, i cant help but eat it! it doesnt matter if im hungry or not....... food makes me sad...... ;; )

i want to write, but am unmotivated.... same with drawing.... want to but....,. unmotivated....
this sucks.... ;;'



anyway!!! sorry about some bitching up there..... not my intent



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