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man if i could see me now back then now
14 years ago
i was digging through my old profile like a shoebox full of old memories and photos. looking at the submissions, reading my old stories, looking at how many comments id get and all that jazz. but going through all the comments i stumbled upon me bragging about going to collage and art school and all these cool places! i realized that back then i had motivation and dreams that were begging to be realized and completed. going to art school and studying in animation and story writing was my number 1. none of these were accomplished and that was over 1 and a half years ago. since then i have only graduated high school. thats it. i also went to a con but i wouldnt really count that as an accomplishment more than a personal goal i have met. but any way im just wondering if i could visit myself and tell my self that "you will accomplish nothing and still be at home long after u were expecting, still unemployed" i wonder if that would be enough to kick my ass into gear to accomplish anything? who knows
alrighty bitch fest over. note to self no more visiting my old profile and thinking into crap too much XC
alrighty bitch fest over. note to self no more visiting my old profile and thinking into crap too much XC
But you know what? We're awesome. Why're we awesome? We don't even NEED reasons. We just ARE. I'm awesome. You're awesome. Do you still want to go to college? If you do, why not look into community colleges nearby as a starting point. It's much cheaper than university, and you can get your basics done. And the process of going to class and doing work gets you into the rhythm of college so it'd be easier for you to get your butt into going to a four-year. Just a thought.
But no matter what you do, keep Doing What You Do to make you feel like YOU. If you don't get what I mean it's fine; I don't either. Point is, just keep truckin'. And stay cool.