*sigh* I've arranged to go up to Wisconsin to visit my family and make wedding arrangements. I emailed my older sister to let her know when id be back in the state. So she lets me know she has prior arrangements so and how she feels bad for our mom cause she has to drive a lot and such to pick me up from the airport and how it costs alot to drive down there. I dont respond to the email cause im not really sure how to to be honest. A few days later I get a second email from her again stating how she wished she could see me while i was up and how she thought id be coming up earlier in the week, etc. Then she goes on to say again about mom not having money and such and then goes on to call our younger sister a bitch because she only told some of our family she is going on a mission trip to alaska and because mom will probably end up paying the difference. I really dont know what to say to her, but to be honest its really kind of disheartening, here i am just wanting to go home for a week on to plan something that is supposed to be a joyous occasion and a month before i even leave its leaving me wondering why she needs to make me upset. I know she is jealous that I'm getting married first, and that mom has supported me while i was living out of state, and that mom is supporting my younger sister a bit, I wonder if there are other reasons she is so spiteful...I feel like i should respond to her email but i dont know how or if i should because i dont like confrontation at all and i do not really want her angry at me, but i feel like i should express some of this to her...i dunno...*sigh* Hopefully when i talk to my mom tomorrow she'll be able to kind of help me figure it out....