Today I sing the blues
14 years ago
General
It's complicated, so I'll spare the details and simplify the whole situation.
Last night I woke myself up by having a nightmare that my boyfriend* was having a secret relationship with this beautiful friend of his, who has always made me feel intimidated, and who I have never met despite all of my requests to meet her.
This is me, with the blue hair: http://a7.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hpho....._1462512_n.jpg
This is her: http://a3.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hpho....._5059493_n.jpg
You will understand why I feel intimidated.
And then I found out that everything that happened in my nightmare, was true.
And despite this, I feel sorry for him and I still love him- It's hard not to after 5 years. But I really want to hate him for this and seek revenge... but the little voice in my head is screaming "He's only human."
* I use the term loosely.
Last night I woke myself up by having a nightmare that my boyfriend* was having a secret relationship with this beautiful friend of his, who has always made me feel intimidated, and who I have never met despite all of my requests to meet her.
This is me, with the blue hair: http://a7.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hpho....._1462512_n.jpg
This is her: http://a3.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hpho....._5059493_n.jpg
You will understand why I feel intimidated.
And then I found out that everything that happened in my nightmare, was true.
And despite this, I feel sorry for him and I still love him- It's hard not to after 5 years. But I really want to hate him for this and seek revenge... but the little voice in my head is screaming "He's only human."
* I use the term loosely.
FA+

You can still love him - from afar.
You're much more awesome Niny. I'd totally ... you know... if you swung that way. XD
~huggles~ I'm here if you need to talk too, just hit me up on MSN, or Txt me if you still have my number.
I still love you Chicki. <3<3<3
Birds of a feather as they say. Cheaters are usually cheated on by the ones they cheat with..circle of stupid I guess.
From one Jackalope to another, I love you to death and I wish I could make you feel better. Just remember you are an amazing person, and love will find you again, probably more easily then you thought. :)
I think they Both screwed up, an I hate sayin this but I personally don't trust Anybody Who will cheat in a Relationship....