Ugh I don't know what's wrong but I can't seem to close a certain book in my life. I thought there would have been closure when I went to AC, saw him, and there were no interactions between us. I thought I could move on for good after seeing what he has become but I just don't know anymore. I want this negative feeling out for good. I don't need it. Last night he showed up in my dream for some reason. I didn't even think about him before that so why? I really don't know what to do, to finally close this book.