I have love trubbles
14 years ago
The thing is, most gay guys are shit, the nice ones are taken or to old, or I'm just not atracted to. Then when it feels like mr wright may be commen along. I feel afraid to fall in love with him, cus im afraid of getting hurt, I'm afraid I'll have chozen the wrong mate to live hte rest of my life with, I'm afraid ill hurt him some how, feel like I'm not good enuff, to fat, to skinny. Then it comes to just how i am, i dont like clubbing and im antisocial, I prety much am fucked. So i'm prety much just given up. Theres no solution to this problem i guess. just have to wait.
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I didn't do anything special, just have to be somewhere where people are, I'd like to say I've never hooked up at a party, but besides that everyone else was just from some stupid shit I had to do, like school or work or whatever, I'm not the most social person ever too, sure sometimes I look like I could talk to random people, but I just don't care enough to do it, but when I've seen people I wanted in my life or felt like they had to be in it, I would put my pride and shame to the side and talk to them, get to know the person to see if they are worth anything in my life, them pretty much fuck them. but that's not the point, the point is, once you hit school, shit changes, if you make it change, if you shut everyone out that say's hi to you, then your living in your own world that you made, but if you come out and say hello back every so often, you might have made a new friend.