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.....kill me............(dont read... this is for myself...)
14 years ago
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.....just kill me.....
i feel so cold....... so dead............. like i did quite some time ago.........
i.... i dont want to feel this......
"i love you"... "okay..."
THAT FUCKING CUT ME DEEP!!!!!!
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this is about connor........ i love him dearly...... but........
.... hes not acting like..... like such a different person.... he used to open up..... talk.... give a rats ass........... i.... i dont even.....
idk........
maybe its just one of those days.......
i.... i still feel..... so dead............ ive curled up and cried..... i cant stop shaking.........
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my family cant get to this, and this way...... i feel as though..... someone cares.... writing in a diary thing...... it makes me feel more alone........
also, long time no see....
You'll be fine... I promise... One day you're going to wake up and you're going to know that feeling like this helped you become a stronger person.