I've been thinking about some rather heavy stuff lately. I know several people dont want me to do it, but i kinda want to. I think it would give me a sense of the greater good, i was watching Video's of soliders coming home and..it just go me thinking about how much i would like to that..i know its weird and stupid but i just wanna beable to do somthing...amazing and know that when i come home everyone will miss me not just people i know but people i dont. I wanna be a hero of somekinds..i know it takes alot to do but i wanna be a military man...i want that sense of sstanding i want all of that..the Disapline all of it..but im suure it'll never happen..i just need to make up my mind.
so please if you see this and your my friend try and talk to me about , tell me what you think.

love,
TheBuffalonianWolverine