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July Update
14 years ago
Howdy Furs and furrettes! ;3
Project: 100 Ladies
Progress: 50%
GOAL : Reach 50 Success
GOAL : Reach 55 Success
GOAL : Reach 75
Project: 100 Ladies
Progress: 50%
GOAL : Reach 50 Success
GOAL : Reach 55 Success
GOAL : Reach 75
Uh god, working on these 100 pics is takinglonger than I anticipated. dunno if I'm just rusty or that school and personal issues really do screw me over.
But yeah update to explain how everything is coming. I'm doing my best to work on two pics simultaneously . I would try going for a third but I think I'd just strain myself. Ontop of that I'm having Surgery this July. I can't say much cuz its a personal matter. All Ican say is that it is to remove an insecurity since my days in elementry school. I would have had it sooner and lead a less stressful life but insurance are bastards . All four of the fuckers I've had. I've had doctors run appeals and even ask them what I need to do. I even got a psych eval per request and they tell me " NO"
Well they can't say crap now since the surgery is paid out of pocket. Litttle ppl 1 Insurance 0 r_r ( although technically its Little ppl 1 Insurance 100 but meh screw et )
Once I have the surgery things will move at even slower pace seeing as I'll be healing and doped up to handle the intense pain I will have to endure in the coming days. I can only hope nothing goes wrong. I understand the risks, I understand what I must endure , I even understand the possibility of not being happy after this experience.
I dunno part of me scared. Part of me is excited. Part of me is happy. Part of me is sad at the reality. Another part of me just hopes something goes wrong and gives me a long dirty nap pushing up daisies.
Sorry if this just sounds depressing. I don't really have anyone to talk to this late at night. Any online friends I have literally don't exist anymore. I mean most of the time I'm online and I got no one absolutely nobody to talk to . Again sorry depressing.
Well I'm going to go to bed. Any encouraging words are well appreciated. I thank anyone who reads this and watches me for my art despite the fact that I'm not even half as good as any well known artists names on FA . Just thanks you.
But yeah update to explain how everything is coming. I'm doing my best to work on two pics simultaneously . I would try going for a third but I think I'd just strain myself. Ontop of that I'm having Surgery this July. I can't say much cuz its a personal matter. All Ican say is that it is to remove an insecurity since my days in elementry school. I would have had it sooner and lead a less stressful life but insurance are bastards . All four of the fuckers I've had. I've had doctors run appeals and even ask them what I need to do. I even got a psych eval per request and they tell me " NO"
Well they can't say crap now since the surgery is paid out of pocket. Litttle ppl 1 Insurance 0 r_r ( although technically its Little ppl 1 Insurance 100 but meh screw et )
Once I have the surgery things will move at even slower pace seeing as I'll be healing and doped up to handle the intense pain I will have to endure in the coming days. I can only hope nothing goes wrong. I understand the risks, I understand what I must endure , I even understand the possibility of not being happy after this experience.
I dunno part of me scared. Part of me is excited. Part of me is happy. Part of me is sad at the reality. Another part of me just hopes something goes wrong and gives me a long dirty nap pushing up daisies.
Sorry if this just sounds depressing. I don't really have anyone to talk to this late at night. Any online friends I have literally don't exist anymore. I mean most of the time I'm online and I got no one absolutely nobody to talk to . Again sorry depressing.
Well I'm going to go to bed. Any encouraging words are well appreciated. I thank anyone who reads this and watches me for my art despite the fact that I'm not even half as good as any well known artists names on FA . Just thanks you.
Best wishes to you.