I can only say that I feel your pain all too well right now. I know that dosent bring you comfort. I am still trying to find that comfort myself.

but go to your colt. He needs you now.

I intend as soon as my car returns this evening. freind borrowed it for a meeting and im standed until he returns. Then I shall go and be with my colt to let him know that he is not alone anymore.

I wish I could offer you some words of comfort but I am grieving myself. If you can make peace tell me how you did it

Well we've never met, I'm not watching you...I don't think so, but a friend of mine gave me a link to this. I wish I could do something or offer something for you, but like Dakrhorse who responded, I was in your hooves...it wasn't my love, but our little girl. I'm not good with words, but if you need a friendly shoulder to talk to, if you have AIM, Yahoo or MSN messenger, send me a private message with your screen name. Since my move I don't have too much to do, so I'm usually on. If you want the shoulder, you can reach me my friend, until then, you're mare, and your family are all in my heart and prayers.

-Korkan

Thank You. I am blessed enough to have several zoofur freinds in my area that I can talk to though. One of them is acually only a 1/4 mile from my place. I intend on stoping there on my way beck to see my colt. And thanks darkhorse, thank you for connecting us.

There are many kindred spirits out there. More than people think. You will find many here that may or may not be zoo that will support you. Through all the haters out there thats what makes it worth it to hang around.

There are a lot in hiding about, gald you have someone so close. Take some time off, remember her, your colt needs you now. And in what little I know about you, I know that he is going to be with someone who will care and love for him. Take care my friend, and you can reach me day and night.

-Korkan

thank you again. I didn't get home from Oregon and my freinds, a nice zoofur couple, until 5 in the morning. I was so worked up that I couldn't fall asleep. I wound up going to work on no sleep for two days straight. It is now 11 at night when I am writing this. That means that i havn't slept in 63 hours plus. I've surpassed all feelings of exhaustion and no only feel what i can. I spent the day morning. I wore all black and was as silent as possible out of respect. It was just difficult cuz I work with my mother and she doesn't know that I've had an intimat realtion with the mare. She knows that I have athing for animals animals and doesn't like it, but respects me enough not to turn me into the police. She just doesn't want to catch me or have a brother catch me doing anything. But right now, that wont be an issue. It will be a while before I can let myself love another. Again, thank you for your kind words and support.
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