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14 years ago
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**** WARNING: DEPRESSED ARTIST SELF_LOATHING RANT BELOW***************
I dunno people, I was hoping that going to the animaritime convention was going to help me get back into my drawing groove but, its a no go............ This artblock, this uninspiration business is really getting on my nerves guys.... I dunno what to do about it.... I am not happy with my art that has come out recently, it is a possibility I am unhappy with it because I am unhappy with my life currently. I think I am going to delete some of my pictures out of my gallery... Looking at some of my recent work just irritates me. I look at what I used to be able to do and now what shit I can only get out, honestly I have not liked most of my recent art, nothing looks as good as it used to, ticks me off... I have no patience with it anymore and I can see that in the shit I have put out lately. So sorry about the fucking shit I have been posting here, it's all garbage I hate it.................................. I want to draw SO bad, I want to draw like I used to so fucking bad and just nothing comes out how I want it, nothing looks right at all.
I'll move the commissions to scraps cuz it won't be fair to the commissioners if I delete it or something....
I dunno people, I was hoping that going to the animaritime convention was going to help me get back into my drawing groove but, its a no go............ This artblock, this uninspiration business is really getting on my nerves guys.... I dunno what to do about it.... I am not happy with my art that has come out recently, it is a possibility I am unhappy with it because I am unhappy with my life currently. I think I am going to delete some of my pictures out of my gallery... Looking at some of my recent work just irritates me. I look at what I used to be able to do and now what shit I can only get out, honestly I have not liked most of my recent art, nothing looks as good as it used to, ticks me off... I have no patience with it anymore and I can see that in the shit I have put out lately. So sorry about the fucking shit I have been posting here, it's all garbage I hate it.................................. I want to draw SO bad, I want to draw like I used to so fucking bad and just nothing comes out how I want it, nothing looks right at all.
I'll move the commissions to scraps cuz it won't be fair to the commissioners if I delete it or something....
Anyway one of the artists I met last weekend (not the one that just went by, the one before this one) sent me this link http://www.pixelovely.com/gesture/f.....uredrawing.php and it helps, maybe you can try it out. It is for gesture drawing and you can set the time up, up to like 6 hours, that you can just go through a bunch of photos and you sketch from them. I just did it for about half an hour. It may help me a bit.
It sucks being stuck in a job that you hate, but sometimes creating through art can help you through that. So I still day, draw for yourself for a while, whatever you like to do.