Stress Levels maximum + I asked her out.
14 years ago
General
So I'm saving up for a car, and I was doing well, staying 35+ hours VOLUNTARLILY trying to get as many hours as I possible can and not spending any of it on anything...
Now this is a new thing for me, because I have ALOT of shit I need:
Food, internet, Cat litter and Cat food, New shoes, Windows Vista CD Code to use my fuckin laptop >..> etc, etc.
Something ALWAYS HAPPENS whenever I buy a car or am about to go and get my license that pushes me back like 3 fuckin months, I am 24 with no car and no license.. I WILL NOT TURN 25 AND STILL HAVE NEITHER!!! Fuck that shit!!
I'm really stressed out about that, and my dad is adding to the stress, he thinks just because I got my medicine back that everything is fine and dandy and I'm all fixed and he can go back to being a dick to me, He calls me a user, a little bitch, mother fucker, so many things, and threatened to kick me out and implied that me and my mother don't get along and said he did better then me when he was my age...
first off... when you were my age you were married had a kid and were living with my mom's grandparents... call me crazy but I think were on the same level there pal.
second off, Why would I be using you and trying to stay in a small ass fuckin apartment with someone who will start shit like this over an ice tray with 6 missing pieces of ice cubes in it.. YEA THIS WHOLE THING WAS STARTED OVER MISSING ICE CUBES!!!
CAN WE SAY "Psychopath" say it with me "Psychopath!!"
third off, me and my mom hate your guts and guess what everyone does and we wish you'd all just leave, my mom cant leave him because me and her don't make enough money, guess what mother fucker as soon as I get a car and license, your ass is GONE!! I'll get a better job and support me AND my mother so she won't have to work another goddamn day in her life if she doesn't want too!
She's been working for 20+ years being married to his ass so me and my brother wouldn't have to live through a divorce and going to two different houses all the damn time.. and I commend and love her for that, but now were all grown up and mature to see whats really going on here.. time for someone to get a swift kick onto a one-way trip BACK to missouri and to never be heard from again!
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In other news, I asked that girl out and she said no. XD
I'm just glad I asked her out, even if I got rejected, I tried and found it not to horrible and plan on asking out maybe another girl. :D Let's see how it goes.. I DO have someone.. 2 girls in mind.. and a guy, although he's not here in person he can HOPEFULLY be here in spirt or constantly in my phone..
Her reasoning was "Were too good a friends and I don't wanna fuck that up.." I was like: "lol Thanks for letting me down easy." XD She still coo and I'll love her always X3
Now this is a new thing for me, because I have ALOT of shit I need:
Food, internet, Cat litter and Cat food, New shoes, Windows Vista CD Code to use my fuckin laptop >..> etc, etc.
Something ALWAYS HAPPENS whenever I buy a car or am about to go and get my license that pushes me back like 3 fuckin months, I am 24 with no car and no license.. I WILL NOT TURN 25 AND STILL HAVE NEITHER!!! Fuck that shit!!
I'm really stressed out about that, and my dad is adding to the stress, he thinks just because I got my medicine back that everything is fine and dandy and I'm all fixed and he can go back to being a dick to me, He calls me a user, a little bitch, mother fucker, so many things, and threatened to kick me out and implied that me and my mother don't get along and said he did better then me when he was my age...
first off... when you were my age you were married had a kid and were living with my mom's grandparents... call me crazy but I think were on the same level there pal.
second off, Why would I be using you and trying to stay in a small ass fuckin apartment with someone who will start shit like this over an ice tray with 6 missing pieces of ice cubes in it.. YEA THIS WHOLE THING WAS STARTED OVER MISSING ICE CUBES!!!
CAN WE SAY "Psychopath" say it with me "Psychopath!!"
third off, me and my mom hate your guts and guess what everyone does and we wish you'd all just leave, my mom cant leave him because me and her don't make enough money, guess what mother fucker as soon as I get a car and license, your ass is GONE!! I'll get a better job and support me AND my mother so she won't have to work another goddamn day in her life if she doesn't want too!
She's been working for 20+ years being married to his ass so me and my brother wouldn't have to live through a divorce and going to two different houses all the damn time.. and I commend and love her for that, but now were all grown up and mature to see whats really going on here.. time for someone to get a swift kick onto a one-way trip BACK to missouri and to never be heard from again!
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In other news, I asked that girl out and she said no. XD
I'm just glad I asked her out, even if I got rejected, I tried and found it not to horrible and plan on asking out maybe another girl. :D Let's see how it goes.. I DO have someone.. 2 girls in mind.. and a guy, although he's not here in person he can HOPEFULLY be here in spirt or constantly in my phone..
Her reasoning was "Were too good a friends and I don't wanna fuck that up.." I was like: "lol Thanks for letting me down easy." XD She still coo and I'll love her always X3
FA+

I AM BISEXUAL!!!
there ya go
HAAA HAAAA *nibbles on*
I miss ya. I look forward to talking to ya more often <3
But a girl would be good..