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Late night Morbid Thoughts and a new Vlot
14 years ago
Vlog link is in the bottom if you want to skip the morbidity.
Every have nights where you just feel lonely? I'm not meaning to be emo here it's just when you really think about it. It's 1:14am where I am, all my family is at home in bed, asleep. Until the morning they are gone. Until the morning I am fundementally alone. Someday they will be gone forever an dI will be closer to alone.
sultry isn't around either,... the same applies to her. I will be a transexual girl all alone in the world... Fuck I'm being so morbid but this is how I think sometimes specifically at night when everyone sleeps and when my mate is away. Someday it will be like this, and it won't stop. Am I the only morbid person who feels like this? It is so disturbing that in life I am fundementally alone. Everyone around me will go away someday and it will be me... I don't know if I could do it. As long as I have Sultry I'm fine.
Anyway I'm being morbid I'm going to stop before I get more upset. Also I have a new vlog up.
New Vlog: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kcHnptfHlf8
and i can tell that your voice is getting softer..
One must actively seek out and surround themselves with all the good they can find to help guard against losing sight of hope. Never lose hope.
This is how I cope when life gets me down.. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2548253/ ..I read these words and it give me hope.
no worries, you are (not) alone. ;)
*cheers yuma on*