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Yet Another Depressing Birthday
14 years ago
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Only an hour left till the day is over.
Only a handful of close friends remembered and to those that did I thank you.
The vast majority of people who watch me or I think are friends did not remember even with multiple journals mentioning that it was today. To them...meh.
I didn't really ask for any gifts or anything, just some well wishes. I could understand a lot of people not bothering but there are quite a few that I thought would say something today but didn't at all. For all I know maybe they've haven't been online at all in the past few days. Still feels pretty depressing that so many forgot or ignored today.
Again though, thank you to those that did wish me a happy birthday, at least you helped make today a little less depressing than those that didn't.
I'll probably delete this journal later...or I probably won't.
Only a handful of close friends remembered and to those that did I thank you.
The vast majority of people who watch me or I think are friends did not remember even with multiple journals mentioning that it was today. To them...meh.
I didn't really ask for any gifts or anything, just some well wishes. I could understand a lot of people not bothering but there are quite a few that I thought would say something today but didn't at all. For all I know maybe they've haven't been online at all in the past few days. Still feels pretty depressing that so many forgot or ignored today.
Again though, thank you to those that did wish me a happy birthday, at least you helped make today a little less depressing than those that didn't.
I'll probably delete this journal later...or I probably won't.
i was totally inactive the last weeks.
i work hard on myself, and on every problem i got in rl...
last thing i do is reading journals when i feel bad...
my depression phase gotten stronger every day till my mate said he wants to help me being able to travel to him again so i get out of this area and source of depressions.
than i left my home to travel to my mate and nuked journals for a a few few weeks and totally missed you. (i had around 2000 journals to read... impossible x3)
i knew you will have it soon, and checked today than i say you allready had it.
now i feel bad.
but i wish you a happy birthday hun.
your trainer loves you. i just had a bad time.
i am going to make sure this will not happen again next year.
i should start to open up a birthday calendar for all my friends.
you are someone special and you deserve more attention.
*stops hugging you and now licks your nose*
hope you will feel better soon. same as i try to feel better soon.
I am better now, it was just depressing back then. I do hope you feel better soon too. *hugs tightly*