从今天到我到中国去的时候一共有三十一日子。

I have exactly thirty one days from today until I leave for China. I'm afraid. I'm excited. I'm expecting the worst but hoping for the best.

It's been my dream to study language in China for a few years now and I'm on the cusp of being able to finally do so. It's been a scary ride to get here and the worst part is is that it's just gonna keep being scary for a while, but I know that once the scary goes away, I'm gonna have a great time.

I'll miss all of you so much, and already can't wait to re-connect when I get back, even though I have a month until I leave.