Living here
14 years ago
Well, I haven't been very active lately.. So let's make some report, what I have been doing. Or not doing, pretty same thing.
I live here, at nice apartment nearly one shopping center, I have now two cats, and the new one is again trying to disturbs me by slapping my keyboard or crunching of my screen. Or hands. Or legs.
Still unemployed, laying on my couch and playing NDS. I'm trying to find job, but with this education it's almost impossible. Living in hope..
Nothing much. Most time I spend alone or with my better half, 'cause I have no friends here. I have tried to get some, but it feels so hard to get along with anybody unfamiliar. I think always that "now I'm saying something stupid, she/he thinks I'm an idiot, I don't dare to get more information from her/him", and then I'll stay quiet. In starting point, again.. *thinks about times like 5 years ago*
It is even hard to talk them who I know. I don't know what to say, I feel that in interrupting or something. I feel that I don't belong to anywhere here, except this couch. I feel like.. No one even cares.
So, here I am sitting, and waiting for what's coming next.
*sigh*
Well, it could be much worse..
I live here, at nice apartment nearly one shopping center, I have now two cats, and the new one is again trying to disturbs me by slapping my keyboard or crunching of my screen. Or hands. Or legs.
Still unemployed, laying on my couch and playing NDS. I'm trying to find job, but with this education it's almost impossible. Living in hope..
Nothing much. Most time I spend alone or with my better half, 'cause I have no friends here. I have tried to get some, but it feels so hard to get along with anybody unfamiliar. I think always that "now I'm saying something stupid, she/he thinks I'm an idiot, I don't dare to get more information from her/him", and then I'll stay quiet. In starting point, again.. *thinks about times like 5 years ago*
It is even hard to talk them who I know. I don't know what to say, I feel that in interrupting or something. I feel that I don't belong to anywhere here, except this couch. I feel like.. No one even cares.
So, here I am sitting, and waiting for what's coming next.
*sigh*
Well, it could be much worse..
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