You always have to think...
14 years ago
Reminds me of a quote...
"You always think this is the type of thing to happen to somebody else, but unfortunately we are all somebody else to everyone else"
I.....I need to get out of here... or have someone to hang with for a week.... I know others are busy and Tempe is a far enough place away from them but still... the company would be great..
I took a walk tonight... a few hours ago actually, in the rain, Looking for someone to bum a smoke off of, seeing as the lack of funds and everything else...
I was walking through the parking lot when I got stopped by some Mexican... and he came up, and first thing I thought was "Oh just some over protective guy wandering what a guy was doing walking past his place at 11pm.. but then I thought of something 'Where is his other hand?"
Next thing I know.... I hear a 'click' Orginally I thought it was a bat or Knife when he said someone was knocking on his windows scaring his kids, but maybe it could of been the rain? I dont know...
My shirt was grabbed and something cold was shoved against my stomach.... I look down and the fucker has a gun....
Dear gods wtf have I done to deserve something, To die on my 25th year of living? Have I done something wrong that my life was going to end by the hands of some protective father who thought I was scaring his kids? I dont honestly know...
It made me realize.... Life is short.... Very fucking short...
To all that I have wronged in my life Im so sorry... To those I have hurt.. Im definately sorry, and to those that just plain dont like me.... I...I live another day but I am still sorry..
Please forgive me... Just.. Give me another few years of life...
I need to go lay down.... Being in this place just gives me the fucking creeps now....
Dracul Draconicus
"You always think this is the type of thing to happen to somebody else, but unfortunately we are all somebody else to everyone else"
I.....I need to get out of here... or have someone to hang with for a week.... I know others are busy and Tempe is a far enough place away from them but still... the company would be great..
I took a walk tonight... a few hours ago actually, in the rain, Looking for someone to bum a smoke off of, seeing as the lack of funds and everything else...
I was walking through the parking lot when I got stopped by some Mexican... and he came up, and first thing I thought was "Oh just some over protective guy wandering what a guy was doing walking past his place at 11pm.. but then I thought of something 'Where is his other hand?"
Next thing I know.... I hear a 'click' Orginally I thought it was a bat or Knife when he said someone was knocking on his windows scaring his kids, but maybe it could of been the rain? I dont know...
My shirt was grabbed and something cold was shoved against my stomach.... I look down and the fucker has a gun....
Dear gods wtf have I done to deserve something, To die on my 25th year of living? Have I done something wrong that my life was going to end by the hands of some protective father who thought I was scaring his kids? I dont honestly know...
It made me realize.... Life is short.... Very fucking short...
To all that I have wronged in my life Im so sorry... To those I have hurt.. Im definately sorry, and to those that just plain dont like me.... I...I live another day but I am still sorry..
Please forgive me... Just.. Give me another few years of life...
I need to go lay down.... Being in this place just gives me the fucking creeps now....
Dracul Draconicus
Do take care. Have some coffee, smokes and relax.
This is one of those things that I hope nobody would have to go through. No person, not even my worst enemy deserves to have a gun pointed at 'em. :/
You take care.
Not much I can do from here, but if you need something, let me know... as much of an asshole I might be, I don't want people to be traumatized like I was.
I never said you were an asshole but I understand.... Thanks..
Yer welcome.
Anyway, I'll finally stop rambling, just glad to hear you're fine and should you need something, you know where to come.
Still living just wary about wandering out at night of course.... Take care.
Indeed, do take care out there!