I knew it was too good to be true, but I kept denying it to myself. I had a feeling something fishy was going on, but I chose to ignore.

My girlfriend used me and cheated on me. I felt horrible last night, but at least I've gained some experience.

Maybe I'll find someone someday. With what seemed so perfect turning out to be a fucked up lie, I have no idea how that would happen.

This has helped me see who my true friends are and how scarce they are. It's also given me another reason to be cynical, and I thought I was mad enough at the world to begin with.