I may sound like a cry baby ranter...

But I'm just really depressed right now...

I am tired of putting up with my family, not being able to turn to anyone in my family when I'm hurting badly.
I am sick of feeling like I'm nothing and having suicidal thoughts (which I am too cowardice to act upon), crying when I hurt badly, having no confidence, and not being able to associate with the people I like as my friends.

I'm listening to Jimmy Rae by Corey Hart... it's a good crying song.