Last friday. I was at home, but just about to go to work when the first shock-wave hit, the curtains moved and I heard the huge explosion... It scared the living shit out of me, and on my way to work, my mom called me to tell me that a government building had exploded. I got of the subway, and I could almost taste the heavy smell of gunpowder in the air..

Working in a bar not far away from all of this, was not very much fun that day, less than a week ago..

But the real shock hit me only a few hours ago, when I recognized a picture in the newspaper.. A picture of an innocent guy, who were just passing by the place where the bomb went off... A guy I suddenly realized I knew...

I'm not dealing very well with this at the moment, and I'm sorry, but right now I'm gonna need some time alone.. That means, sorry for not picking up the phone or responding to sms, and there won't be much or any socializing at all for at least a few days....



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