Someone reminded me today that Christmas is the season of giving, so i have a few wishes.

Maneater: I wish that you find someone who will value you for the sweet heart that you are, and that you won't feel lonely anymore.

BNG: I sincerely wish that you have surrounded yourself with friends who love you for more than your art. It never ceases to amaze me how swamped you get by people who dont even really know you. Including myself.

Silverfenrir: I wish that you have more spare time....and that you grant some of it to me so I can chill with you. You are always sooo busy! [ thats more of a wish for me lol]

Rackun: I wish you'll stay healthy and happy. No one deserves to be ill and lonely.

Luka: I wish that you overcome your cancer, and in 6 weeks when the Chemo is done you'll let me know how great you are.

Tyler [Reddeath]: I know it hurts to be lonely and single, but you really need to nail down who you are before you devote yourself to someone else. You'll find when you are more confident about yourself, you can be more confident in the pursuit of love.

Gideon: You seem so distant and cold but..I know you are a great person. It takes a big heart and a powerful mind and soul to draw such captivating pieces....without coming off as cheap or smutty. The gracefulness of your art is an inspiration to many artists out there..and i hope you never change.

Wetherby: I wish you'd spend more time just talking to me! Its all about buisness with you...Its nice that you are proffessional..but I like you! Damnit! lol

MiniMike: I wish you the courage to make the move on the person you like, They wont wait around forever. I know you arenow looking for a new job so...I wish you the best.

Shiuk: Im sorry about all the crap you've been going through, and I cant wait for softpaw 3. On that note. I really hope one day you'll have enough time to come to Canada and visit me. Theres always a place for you in my home ^.^

Strype: I wish I could relive the moments that made you mad...and make sure not to say or do anything to cause you to leave. I wish everyday that you'll say hello again. I miss you.

Rwolf: I wish that your cynic view of life these days will fade with time. I dont know who hurt you or why, but I wish you'd open up and live again. I could be wrong but i doubt you are very happy.

I wish I could send you all presents and cards, but i dont know your addresses around this earth of ours.

For those I didnt mention by name...I wish you ever present happiness, never ending love, and wealth of good times and good sex (lol!) The lives we lead say alot about our character and can affect who we grow up to be. Be safe...guys..and dont get hurt.

I love you all.

Girls too....just not so much sexually.

I wish for myself, that I succeed in my endeavors, i finish the projects i start..and im confident in myself. I wish I find love, and that I learn to cope with the stresses of working so much without destroying myself in the process. I wish That I can find a male who loves me for who i am, and not because i make a lot of money....or I have a nice condo or something. Just a guy....who will be by my side.

I've never had my heart broken..and Im thankful for that...but im also sad I've never felt love like most of you have...

I pray for myself and for you too ^>^

Merry Christmas!