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Its been really hard on Me: Update
14 years ago
First off I want to apologize to my commissioners that commission art from me.
If you want a refund of your money, please let me know.
My illness hasn't been resolved, yet again i'm at the hopsital over two months now. Finally got the strength to type up an update for you guys.
and the baby are fine. In two weeks from now i'll find out if its a boy or a girl.
But my heart is broken because I feel like i've failed as a father/future husband to be there for my future wife. Instead of me taking caring her during the pregancy, i'm the one that's been taking care of through out my illness. I want to blame myself for putting her in this situation, its been really hard to deal with this problem. Hopefully it will end soon and be with my family.
To wonderful my Daniella:
"I hope you read this, but i'm sorry for putting through you this hot mess. Sorry for not being there every min. you need me while you carry our child. I know that you are in a lot of stress about me and the baby. But once my body feels rejoice I promise to work hard as a father and let nothing stand in my way.
I love you and everything will be okay."
-Blue Cat Tow
If you want a refund of your money, please let me know.
My illness hasn't been resolved, yet again i'm at the hopsital over two months now. Finally got the strength to type up an update for you guys.
and the baby are fine. In two weeks from now i'll find out if its a boy or a girl. But my heart is broken because I feel like i've failed as a father/future husband to be there for my future wife. Instead of me taking caring her during the pregancy, i'm the one that's been taking care of through out my illness. I want to blame myself for putting her in this situation, its been really hard to deal with this problem. Hopefully it will end soon and be with my family.
To wonderful my Daniella:
"I hope you read this, but i'm sorry for putting through you this hot mess. Sorry for not being there every min. you need me while you carry our child. I know that you are in a lot of stress about me and the baby. But once my body feels rejoice I promise to work hard as a father and let nothing stand in my way.
I love you and everything will be okay."
-Blue Cat Tow
Hang in there. Keep your chin up and do what it takes to keep your hope strong. You aren't to blame for any of this. Just know that. This really hits home because you're obviously hurting so deeply, for your wonderful gal and your baby. I've always had an outlook on illness like this because my grandfather went through it...and he's still alive. The old man is eighty-two. You, sir, are young, and strong...it doesn't just go away as soon as you spot and treat it for everyone. But you can get through this.
Pop me a note, if you or your girl need anything, and think I might be able to help. I'm here for you both. You're gonna make it through this, and you're gonna be a great daddy!
I am very sure things seem hopeless at times, I can somewhat relate because some of my family have been through this as well, and it's hard to see the blue sky through all the storm clouds, but the sunshine is just on the other side. It will return.
Both of you, and your baby, will be in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong! You got this!
Stand, by Rascal Flatts
You will make it through
I'll try to come by this coming up weekend. Stay strong mr.sabertooth