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Because when my cryptic like a 16 year old I'm fucking crazy
14 years ago
You know, why is it when I'm honest and truly speak my mind it's when people think I'm crazy. The normal messed up things I say are generally thought of as normal and totally disreguared but the second I get mildly thoughtful and put something that has actual meaning up people immediately tell the proffesor to leave me?
I mean so what if I'm bat shit insane... I'm pretty sure he knows that for one thing but he also knows why I'm crazy. The things I do and say aren't for the shock value (although I wonder what the dark corners of my mind would do to people. Like that dream I had about peeling a live mouse or the fact I think blood is sweet. Note that I said dream...) it's just honest thought. The little things like "I don't want kids", "I'm getting fixed", "people have become corrupt" are thought of as a "Bitch be crazy you might want to jump this crazy ship before you get trapped in" type of statement. So what if I don't like people enough to continue us as a species. Hell, look at face book and go try to read anyone under the age of 17's profle... Oh? Can't read it because of all the $@%^&*? Thought so... No matter how much parenting you do you can't parent against whats "Cool" or how someone feels. Could any of your parent's parent you right out of beng gay, furry, lezbian, tranny, trans sexual, neko, otaku, pan sexual and all that creative noise people say, think and believe they/we are? NO? Well damn, getting fixed sounds to be better and better all the time, every time I think about it, it just feels right. But wait every time I remind my self how corrupt people are I catch kids on my street shooting cats with pellet guns because children are so worth having if you want to be irritated, bored and stuck with a law suit.
Because I'm dissapointed in us humans as a species I'm somehow supposed to be avoided? Because I don't want my reproductive organs anymore I'm crazy and dont deserve a man that makes me even remotely happy? All because I've been parenting my whole damn life I should do it in my spare time too?
Well, for the 4 of you that made it clear that you believe the professor should leave me you just agreed; that the scientists that are ashamed of what we've done to our planet should be ignored and paied no mind reguardles of the fact global warming is changing our climate; transexuals, weather post or pre-op should die alone because the dission to "better themselfs" or finally be happy is just to weird for the rest of us to handle and is WRONG(!!!), they dont deserve to be happy because they were born with a set of genitals they didn't want. ONCE I'M DONE TEACHING MY SISTER HOW TO DRIVE AND SHE GRADUATES COLLEGE I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DO THIS SHIT FOR A FOURTH TIME GOT IT.
Should 5 lines and 9 sentences really make the proffesor reconsider his choice in me as a mate? I guess so, because honesty apparently makes you wrong?
Maybe I should be single, alot of the worlds brighest minds are... many of those NEVER had any children.
Thanks the 4 of you... The professor deserves to be happy right... One of you might want to tell him I'm considering leaving him first. Run along you 4, wreak havoc, hell 4 people just cant be wrong all at once...
I find it hilarous that someone who wants both sets of genitals is more normal/accepted than me. I just dont want to use mine and people run off and tell my BF to leave me before we get serious like he and I havent talked about it, like I'm some sort of freak for being dissapointed in people... Great job proving me right... Fucking idiots... *sighs*
I mean so what if I'm bat shit insane... I'm pretty sure he knows that for one thing but he also knows why I'm crazy. The things I do and say aren't for the shock value (although I wonder what the dark corners of my mind would do to people. Like that dream I had about peeling a live mouse or the fact I think blood is sweet. Note that I said dream...) it's just honest thought. The little things like "I don't want kids", "I'm getting fixed", "people have become corrupt" are thought of as a "Bitch be crazy you might want to jump this crazy ship before you get trapped in" type of statement. So what if I don't like people enough to continue us as a species. Hell, look at face book and go try to read anyone under the age of 17's profle... Oh? Can't read it because of all the $@%^&*? Thought so... No matter how much parenting you do you can't parent against whats "Cool" or how someone feels. Could any of your parent's parent you right out of beng gay, furry, lezbian, tranny, trans sexual, neko, otaku, pan sexual and all that creative noise people say, think and believe they/we are? NO? Well damn, getting fixed sounds to be better and better all the time, every time I think about it, it just feels right. But wait every time I remind my self how corrupt people are I catch kids on my street shooting cats with pellet guns because children are so worth having if you want to be irritated, bored and stuck with a law suit.
Because I'm dissapointed in us humans as a species I'm somehow supposed to be avoided? Because I don't want my reproductive organs anymore I'm crazy and dont deserve a man that makes me even remotely happy? All because I've been parenting my whole damn life I should do it in my spare time too?
Well, for the 4 of you that made it clear that you believe the professor should leave me you just agreed; that the scientists that are ashamed of what we've done to our planet should be ignored and paied no mind reguardles of the fact global warming is changing our climate; transexuals, weather post or pre-op should die alone because the dission to "better themselfs" or finally be happy is just to weird for the rest of us to handle and is WRONG(!!!), they dont deserve to be happy because they were born with a set of genitals they didn't want. ONCE I'M DONE TEACHING MY SISTER HOW TO DRIVE AND SHE GRADUATES COLLEGE I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DO THIS SHIT FOR A FOURTH TIME GOT IT.
Should 5 lines and 9 sentences really make the proffesor reconsider his choice in me as a mate? I guess so, because honesty apparently makes you wrong?
Maybe I should be single, alot of the worlds brighest minds are... many of those NEVER had any children.
Thanks the 4 of you... The professor deserves to be happy right... One of you might want to tell him I'm considering leaving him first. Run along you 4, wreak havoc, hell 4 people just cant be wrong all at once...
I find it hilarous that someone who wants both sets of genitals is more normal/accepted than me. I just dont want to use mine and people run off and tell my BF to leave me before we get serious like he and I havent talked about it, like I'm some sort of freak for being dissapointed in people... Great job proving me right... Fucking idiots... *sighs*
I also think that the professor should make his own decision about being with you or not. "Friends" (of his) will always be there to influence him, but if you two are really meant to be, it will work out.
With or without having a mate, it seems you should focus more on being happy with yourself and not worry about what anyone else thinks.
The professor isn't stupid he's not going to listen to idiots that tell him to leave me and the people telling him to leave me have been single for years and no one wants to date them. There's a reason they're single and they are the only ones who cant see it.
I'm very happy with myself, hell, it annoys my family how comfortable I am with myself. It's not going to stop me from being irritated by other peoples stupidity sadly :(
I barely care what they think! It's just sooooo stupid I can't stand it.
If the professor is associating with these people that are hurting you, he should say something to them. I know he may want to be friends with them, and shouldn't have to stop being friends with them, but if they say negative things about you he should defend you. They will stop saying things about you to him if they know that it will make him mad, or he will no longer let it influence him.
The problem I'm having is that the professor is a pussy... Like, in his attempt to not be pussy whipped he just sort of lets people talk shit about me. I understand it's not his fight but a simple "Hey man that's my lady watch your mouth" Would be nice... I had to almost threten to leave him because I'm tired of gettng talked about and him just sitting there like a Vagina...
Youu generally tell me things I've already know (or have already put into action). It's nice seeing someone out there who deserves to be human and doesn't make me feel like I'm always wrong. *wags tail*
I recently had this same situation myself, except it was with a friend. In a nutshell, my friend's friend made fun of me right in front of my friend. I asked my friend why he didn't defend me and he simply shrugged. I then refused to talk to him and I simply said that if he gave a damn about our friendship, he would confront his friend about his immature behavior, and try to solve this.
It took ONE day for him to feel bad enough to confront his friend. He sent me a screen cap as proof, as thus I started talking to him again. I told him if it happened again, our friendship would permanently be over. What I learned is that unless someone is being made fun themselves, they tend to be naive about how that person feels. I would defend my friend if someone made fun of them, so I EXPECT the same in return. If someone refuses to even TRY to give me that, they aren't worth MY friendship.
This is how I handled my situation, but it's up to you and the professor to work this out, and I hope you can ^^
I defend him from my family, non furry friends and my sister (She gets her on space because she's "special"). I hate the fact he doesnt do the same I had to fight him to to anything. He's got a journal up FINALLY saying something.
I have left all the people that do this kind of crap and I almost left him for being so "Useless" in this situation. Not sure if I mentioned I thretened to leave him in our messages but I did. He's not just a friend where leaving and coming back is simple so doing what you did (AKA what I would usually have done) is alot harder than I'd like it to be.
I am in a similar situation with my bf, except it regards him not standing up for himself, so I've been there, in addition to the situation i mentioned regarding my friend.
I'm thinking that is will bring you two closer in the end and hopefully strengthened each others' communication. I wish ya both the best <3
*Hugs* Hope to hear from you again ^-^