I swear printers are just out to make my life miserable. So I got a brand new thing, and everything that could possibly go wrong with it has ALREADY I can't install the software because its retarded or something. I'm to the point i'm about to blow it up or something, so i'm going to stop trying. I really wanted to upload my new art but my fucking scanner has other plans. *yells obscenities*

So my boyfriend/guy/person i've been seeing took me out to lunch. I'm not feeling very good about our relationship *sigh* its not like there is anything wrong with him, he's just fine. I'm just not feeling it. I figured it will just take a while for me to warm up to him but i'm not feeling any more attracted to him. I feel really bad to, because today I argued with him and was a total bitch to him. He doesn't really understand what sort of relationship I was ripped from just a few months ago and how touchy the subject is. I managed not to start crying though, I'm proud of the amount of control. I said sorry, but it doesn't make me feel any better. Am I just heartless now or something. Maybe its just too soon. Maybe I don't like guys anymore. I have no idea, but i've had a sour mood all over me for the past few days. Who knows why but its just slowly grating at me. I don't know what to do. It doesn't make it any better that every time I start to get settled again that jerk of an ex mate of mine does something to screw it up.

Maybe i'm just tired and all this is just my crab talking. I guess i'll go to sleep soon and just hope tomorrow will be better.