I guess love is just one thing I will never learn, not fully or properly at least. I was in a relationship and I sensed he was the stereotypical chauvinist but then I thought, hey maybe I am being too judgmental, I'll give he another chance cuz hey maybe, just maaaaaaaaybe, I am off in my judgment this time around. I couldn't have been more right. So now I sit here numb, hating myself and my too-soft heart and cursing my stupidity, his face still mocking me in my head. -sigh- but oh well, I've dealt with worse jerks and made bigger mistakes. It just really hurts because I really thought he could be different, that he was something truly special, but he turned out to be just one of the rest.