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14 years ago
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I have no idea how to start this off(Been staring at my desk for like two minutes..)
Anyway, from other journals its probably pretty clear that I like country music. But for some reason my fave country songs are love songs(happy or sad). Im not sure why, because there are plenty of other songs I could be listening to. I also have NO reason at all to like them. I dont have any sort of lover. Almost 16 and never had one. I dont mind listening to them, but its kind of getting bad at this point.
And Ive been happy with just being single. I have a lot of friends, male and female, but Ive never been attracted to any of my male friends. I dont even remember ever having a crush on anyone. Sure I sometimes find someone cute, but we're always friends and nothing more. I tend to tell my girl friends they're cute, more than actually saying anything to the guys(Im pretty sure they could care less).
I dont consider myself really pretty, more of a 'I would rather be a friend than couple' kind of look to me.
My friends are also trying to get me a boyfriend, when in truth I would rather be single. Though right now im kind of questioning what I want. Im happy by myself, but more and more im starting to think about what it would be like to have a couple relationship.
I dont know, I think im just being a girl here. .___.''
Anyway, from other journals its probably pretty clear that I like country music. But for some reason my fave country songs are love songs(happy or sad). Im not sure why, because there are plenty of other songs I could be listening to. I also have NO reason at all to like them. I dont have any sort of lover. Almost 16 and never had one. I dont mind listening to them, but its kind of getting bad at this point.
And Ive been happy with just being single. I have a lot of friends, male and female, but Ive never been attracted to any of my male friends. I dont even remember ever having a crush on anyone. Sure I sometimes find someone cute, but we're always friends and nothing more. I tend to tell my girl friends they're cute, more than actually saying anything to the guys(Im pretty sure they could care less).
I dont consider myself really pretty, more of a 'I would rather be a friend than couple' kind of look to me.
My friends are also trying to get me a boyfriend, when in truth I would rather be single. Though right now im kind of questioning what I want. Im happy by myself, but more and more im starting to think about what it would be like to have a couple relationship.
I dont know, I think im just being a girl here. .___.''
But I guess you're right anyway. <3
I went through something similar few years ago. I've had girlfriends, (2 and one was just a few dates before we broke it off) but never a real "lover"....I'm following a policy of patience while not missing an opportunity.