I deleted it. I was feeling both masochistic and sadistic and God-knows-what-else.
The one person I sent a rant to laughed and made me laugh about how I felt about the matter. I brought over tea to their profile. All good.
To everyone who commented...if you really, truly want to know, note me about it. I expect you to say something you hate about me back in recompense.
Totally masochistic I know.

I'm not signed into Messenger, and I'm signing out of this immediately after writing this.

...Off-hand comment.
Why is it the furries draw so much porn?
They all complain about bad media, but they really aren't helping the matter with all the Pokemon Digimon Scat Watersport Fursuit Feral etc etc smut. Seriously guys. Take it upon yourselves to stop drawing dicks and boobs for once and start acting like mature adults-- and I don't mean the ones that jack off twice a day to pictures of a lusty lucario.
God I'm being blunt today, so I think I'll continue on. If you don't want to read a well-deserved and very biased rant, feel free to turn to that awesome little "-Watch" button or back button or whatever you please. Not like I care right now, and I'm not exactly about to hunt you down on my watch list.

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First topic-- adult roleplays.

No man. Seriously, it's so fucking creepy posting what are basically sexts to someone you don't know begging to be fucked/fuck them. Have you noticed a lot of the pictures IRL aren't some busty tall blonde guy winking up at the camera? Or, worst case scenario, can you see what you think is their fursona personified, some vixen typing with her oh-so-pretty fingerclaw things? You're a lost cause. I'm not going to go so far as say kill yourself and do the world I favour.
I've been told that. Not gonna make someone else feel that way.
All I'm going to say is get a strong handle on reality. Go away from the fandom for a year or two. Get a job. Finish college. Whatever.

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The fetishes listed on the site.

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Okay, I see potential for some. Rippling muscles, giant cocks, and to an extent transformation into what most furs would think be a better body.
Here's what I don't get, never will, and do not care to be explained.
Fat.
Inflation.
Scat.
Watersport.
(I'm sorry to a few friends, but) Bondage.
Diapers.

I don't get turned on by almost any of the fetishes I've seen over fA. Hell, from those, 80 percent of them creep me out.
Seriously. How the hell do you get aroused from drinking urine. That stuff...I can't even fathom it.
Add it to diapers. Double knock-out.
Holy fuck what are you two? I'm sorry to any diaperfurs, but you're just disturbing sometimes. Some (not all!) act like they really are 5. Oh my God dude you're like 30.

And finally..."loving" people you've never met before.
I'm going to be an absolute 100 percent hypocrite here. Just gonna warn you. I find it wrong, yet according to what I'm about to say, I'm living a lie.

What is love? Is it all mental aspects of what we see in an ideal person? Looks, personality, nice smile, (dare I say it) huge dick/boobs?
All up to you, I won't tell you how to think.
Is it all physical? What we hear, smell, see, feel, (oh God) taste?
If you think of it that way, it must be all physical.
How do you love someone, in the first place? Good morning beautifuls? A hundred rose bouquet? Wake up kiss?
It depends. Now let me ask you:
How much love can you show...on the internet.
Matching icons? Gift art when you can't afford to pay rent? Cam sex?
None of it is "real" in a sense. You see what the other person wants you to see. You don't see the ugly flaws in the person behind that facade of a cute little husky. I don't mean looks. I mean personality flaws.
Yes, I said it.
Personality.
Flaws.
I don't mean "Socially awkward penguin". I mean disorders, complexes, hidden lives.
You see what they want you to see, and nothing more.
You can say they tell/show you everything about them.
But still. You see what they want you to see. And isn't love supposed to be--ideally-- based on truth, no secrets?

I'll leave it at that. Good God save you if you read this. I know at least 2 people who will read this the entire way through. Those may be the only two.

Signing out.
--Danni