Please be okay...little bro... (serious stuff)
14 years ago
Everything revolves in its own time, regardless of your own desires.
Man...as I'm typing this at 3 in the morning I reaaaaaally don't wanna sleep at all right now, I think I might have to but I dunno if I can.....
.....See, since the last Sunday my little bro's (the 20-year old) last visit home he tells me he'll be in Chicago for about a week doing missionary work. Haven't been heard since. The whole family considered him missing.
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Explination: He's been "Born again" for over 2 year (I'm assuming from the 2012 scare) and kept trying to be on God's good side for quite a while. I always acted sooooo annoyed about it cause he sounds like a walking pamphlet barely "Switches off" talking about God to a point that he can't even give advice anymore when something goes out of hand and answers everything with me praying to God for help. I just didn't think he was barely himself is all (but his crazy friends proved me DEAD WRONG!). Plus he's falling for the "Homosexually is wrong" jabber without giving any evidence about it, which is disappointing seeing he's one of the few that ACTUALLY READS the bible!! But at least his heart is in the right place...
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The reason I even put that up is cause I'm really regretting all this passive behavior to the whole God stuff. I kinda feel like I've neglected him now.
Right I can't really get a hold of him. Nobody can. Normally it wouldn't be a surprise since he always forgets to charge his phone (or forgets to pay the bill), but getting "This phone does not accept incoming calls" and blocking off text messages is NOT considered normal. Somewhere out there I can feel something wrong going on, and there's not much I can do.
All I can do is go to where he currently lives (ironically to his goth friend and her parents) and see what's up. I got no other leads (or contact) available so hopefully I'll find something.
I just hope...that wherever he is...he'll be safe out there...
.....See, since the last Sunday my little bro's (the 20-year old) last visit home he tells me he'll be in Chicago for about a week doing missionary work. Haven't been heard since. The whole family considered him missing.
[Background]
Explination: He's been "Born again" for over 2 year (I'm assuming from the 2012 scare) and kept trying to be on God's good side for quite a while. I always acted sooooo annoyed about it cause he sounds like a walking pamphlet barely "Switches off" talking about God to a point that he can't even give advice anymore when something goes out of hand and answers everything with me praying to God for help. I just didn't think he was barely himself is all (but his crazy friends proved me DEAD WRONG!). Plus he's falling for the "Homosexually is wrong" jabber without giving any evidence about it, which is disappointing seeing he's one of the few that ACTUALLY READS the bible!! But at least his heart is in the right place...
[/Background]
The reason I even put that up is cause I'm really regretting all this passive behavior to the whole God stuff. I kinda feel like I've neglected him now.
Right I can't really get a hold of him. Nobody can. Normally it wouldn't be a surprise since he always forgets to charge his phone (or forgets to pay the bill), but getting "This phone does not accept incoming calls" and blocking off text messages is NOT considered normal. Somewhere out there I can feel something wrong going on, and there's not much I can do.
All I can do is go to where he currently lives (ironically to his goth friend and her parents) and see what's up. I got no other leads (or contact) available so hopefully I'll find something.
I just hope...that wherever he is...he'll be safe out there...
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Good luck. =>.>=