Hey, it's okay to talk about your feelings. There's a big difference between "I don't feel like I have a reason to live anymore" and "I want to die." This is something I personally hate very much about modern times -- I feel like we tell people who are grieving that it's not okay to have those feelings, or at least to admit to them.

It's perfectly normal to feel adrift, to feel like you've lost your reason for going on. You placed a lot of importance and invested a lot of time and energy into your relationship, and it's natural to feel kind of lost in its absence. I'm not going to tell you not to admit that. In fact, I'm relieved you did. You're being admirably honest with yourself, and yet, considerate and kind to both you and your ex, at least in everything I've seen you say. It's completely normal for you to feel this way.

Don't apologize for having feelings, for being hurt, or for feeling lost and adrift. Just help us help us find your way again. That's all we can ask.

it is something to talk to some one about instead of bottling it up. I've been in some situations where I felt completely lost and felt like disappearing. I'd say talk to a good friend when your ready so take your time.

I may be a stranger, but Im always here if you need someone <3

Love yas muchly babe. I'm always here if you want to vent. I know I can't check regularly yet, but thanks to yesterday's breakdown on my boss, that should be changing shortly with internet at our house. I'll always be here, you just only have to ask. <3