Life is a mad world lately. It seems like everyone is falling apart and having turmoil. This is something I should be used to by now as having the ground around me upheave is a common occurance for me. Somehow I always manage to hold on. Perhaps it's because I am so used to misery and sarrow that I have just learned to cope and function when it happens. I mean whiny journal here and there problem get's rectified quickly. I'm a take action kind of girl.

I'm not posting this to pretend I'm better than anyone because sincerely believe me when I say I know I am no better than anyone. I'm just shocked that at the age of 21 I'm still here and still pushing through. I really thought that I wouldn't be here today. Growing up I was a train wreck and a half. but here I am. Walking along the wasteland of broken ground as if it were common place.

Also I have god news later and lots of it. I haven't posted it because as usual depression decided to kick my butt and I've been busy so Ill do it later but lots of cool news coming up so stay tuned.

and if you are one of the many who's lives are in turmoil right now. Don't get too beat up about whatever it is. In the big scheme of things it's just a bump and after you overcome it it'll just be another battle scar you can wear with pride.