Fuckers.
17 years ago
RaptorX11 (10:48:27 PM): Dude wtf.
RaptorX11 (10:48:34 PM): Carnak didn't make =====
RaptorX11 (10:48:40 PM): I'm gonna go bitch him out.
CarnakAttack (10:48:39 PM): ..I know.
CarnakAttack (10:48:48 PM): Dont, it's fine.
RaptorX11 (10:49:00 PM): Too late. :P
CarnakAttack (10:49:07 PM): He probly just.. forgot me or something. ^^;
RaptorX11 (10:56:33 PM): Alright.
RaptorX11 (10:56:43 PM): ====='s officially hit "untouchable" status with me.
CarnakAttack (10:56:47 PM): ...?
CarnakAttack (10:57:11 PM): What do you mean?
RaptorX11 (10:58:17 PM): Basically I shouldn't bother trying to get her into OC or anything with us.
RaptorX11 (10:58:27 PM): You might be able to, but I'm just another fanboy. :P
CarnakAttack (10:58:38 PM): ...yeah.
RaptorX11 (10:59:33 PM): What pisses me off is that someone like you with just as much talent and openness toward other people with a character that's twice as hot gets 0 respect.
RaptorX11 (11:00:21 PM): I don't know if she went around FA and announced herself to other artists with blowjobs or something, but with all the fucking fanart she got (including music, no less)...
RaptorX11 (11:00:51 PM): Where the hell did she come from?
CarnakAttack (11:00:54 PM): I dont know.
RaptorX11 (11:01:36 PM): She's like the Brittney Spears of FA...she became an overnight sensation, litterally.
CarnakAttack (11:01:43 PM): Yeah.
RaptorX11 (11:02:16 PM): Anyway, I'm done going through submissions and comments (all 8 of them), so whenever you're ready for Diablo.
CarnakAttack (11:02:31 PM): Meh. I'm too depressed for Diablo.
RaptorX11 (11:02:43 PM): What's wrong?
CarnakAttack (11:02:46 PM): I'm just going to sit here and wallow in it.
RaptorX11 (11:03:00 PM): What's going on?
CarnakAttack (11:03:47 PM): This whole === shit is bugging the hell out of me.. and then I didnt even win a mention in ======..
CarnakAttack (11:03:56 PM): I cant beleive it, but it's really hurt me.
RaptorX11 (11:04:20 PM): *hugs*
CarnakAttack (11:04:31 PM): I think I'm going to kill off Carnak.
RaptorX11 (11:04:43 PM): Don't do that. x_x
RaptorX11 (11:05:04 PM): Cal still needs her.
CarnakAttack (11:05:22 PM): Well.. I dont think I'm going to draw her snymore.
CarnakAttack (11:06:50 PM): Actauly..
CarnakAttack (11:07:11 PM): I dont think I'm going to post art. Anywhere. Ever again.
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Call me an attention whore or worse, I dont care. I made Carnak for you, those who like my art, those who like cute things.. I thought she'd be somebody you'd like to see. I dont even identify with the bitch anymore. She's no longer me. I changed her so that you all would love her.
And you dont.
So maybe I'll start over.
RaptorX11 (10:48:34 PM): Carnak didn't make =====
RaptorX11 (10:48:40 PM): I'm gonna go bitch him out.
CarnakAttack (10:48:39 PM): ..I know.
CarnakAttack (10:48:48 PM): Dont, it's fine.
RaptorX11 (10:49:00 PM): Too late. :P
CarnakAttack (10:49:07 PM): He probly just.. forgot me or something. ^^;
RaptorX11 (10:56:33 PM): Alright.
RaptorX11 (10:56:43 PM): ====='s officially hit "untouchable" status with me.
CarnakAttack (10:56:47 PM): ...?
CarnakAttack (10:57:11 PM): What do you mean?
RaptorX11 (10:58:17 PM): Basically I shouldn't bother trying to get her into OC or anything with us.
RaptorX11 (10:58:27 PM): You might be able to, but I'm just another fanboy. :P
CarnakAttack (10:58:38 PM): ...yeah.
RaptorX11 (10:59:33 PM): What pisses me off is that someone like you with just as much talent and openness toward other people with a character that's twice as hot gets 0 respect.
RaptorX11 (11:00:21 PM): I don't know if she went around FA and announced herself to other artists with blowjobs or something, but with all the fucking fanart she got (including music, no less)...
RaptorX11 (11:00:51 PM): Where the hell did she come from?
CarnakAttack (11:00:54 PM): I dont know.
RaptorX11 (11:01:36 PM): She's like the Brittney Spears of FA...she became an overnight sensation, litterally.
CarnakAttack (11:01:43 PM): Yeah.
RaptorX11 (11:02:16 PM): Anyway, I'm done going through submissions and comments (all 8 of them), so whenever you're ready for Diablo.
CarnakAttack (11:02:31 PM): Meh. I'm too depressed for Diablo.
RaptorX11 (11:02:43 PM): What's wrong?
CarnakAttack (11:02:46 PM): I'm just going to sit here and wallow in it.
RaptorX11 (11:03:00 PM): What's going on?
CarnakAttack (11:03:47 PM): This whole === shit is bugging the hell out of me.. and then I didnt even win a mention in ======..
CarnakAttack (11:03:56 PM): I cant beleive it, but it's really hurt me.
RaptorX11 (11:04:20 PM): *hugs*
CarnakAttack (11:04:31 PM): I think I'm going to kill off Carnak.
RaptorX11 (11:04:43 PM): Don't do that. x_x
RaptorX11 (11:05:04 PM): Cal still needs her.
CarnakAttack (11:05:22 PM): Well.. I dont think I'm going to draw her snymore.
CarnakAttack (11:06:50 PM): Actauly..
CarnakAttack (11:07:11 PM): I dont think I'm going to post art. Anywhere. Ever again.
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Call me an attention whore or worse, I dont care. I made Carnak for you, those who like my art, those who like cute things.. I thought she'd be somebody you'd like to see. I dont even identify with the bitch anymore. She's no longer me. I changed her so that you all would love her.
And you dont.
So maybe I'll start over.
and is understandable that she might not be 'you', my blond fursona *points at icon* was more to play with not really 'me'. that's why I've been starting to use a snow leopard dragon crazy thing. lol.
an Sinnie likes her too.
so that's ... mmm... two fans o.o;
Whatever is your choice, be sure I'll respect it but I'm not sure that to kill Carnak would be the best option. It's up to you to decide of her personality, even now, to modify it for the future pics involving her but again the choice is your.
Will always look to your art.
*hugs* All I know to do. You're a wonderful artist. I hope you stick around.
And now I'm curious as to who, "=====", is. xD
She just hasn't been getting much attention lately (mostly from me), and the fact that some of her friends have all but ditched her in favor of a nobody just made things worse.
I'm partly responsible for why she feels this way, so hopefully I can help fix it...I know I don't want to see her go, more than any of you can pretend to imagine.
those who gives attention quickly also shifts it quickly... no?
Also, I think I have a pretty good idea of who "=====" is, and I agree. Even if were not thinking of the same "=====", you'd probably agree with my opinion of that "=====" and I'd agree with yours on the other.
If you chose to start over, then PLEASE, let it be because it's a decision you came to on your own.
Or because you wanted a change. Don't let any petty situations or mishaps with people cause you to
turn your world upside down...or your characters.
I say you don't need to change a single thing about you. :)
*hugs* I know it's frustrating, I've been there. Don't let assholes with the big-head ruin your life... please.
You should start over and fit her to your own style, your own tastes. Don't let the mobs rule how she is and how she appears.
Do this one for yourself.
Whatever it is, I support Carnak.
Peeps getting popular faster than me gets me down too, if that is what's got you glum.
Really not satisfied with Carnak? Go ahead and redesign. I can't tell you how many time I've redesigned mine. But you know, I IM you whenever you show online and I get no response, I know you've been out of location a while and have talked to Cal once or twice about when you get back to OC, but those openCanvas times I had with you? They were fun as hell. I think you could make Carnak to whatever -you- would like to see, and she would still be great, even more so.
The point is this: I consider you a friend and hopefully you back. So I care about how you feel, and I really think you shouldn't let the other petty stuff bother you. Do I get upset when people with less watchers than me get more favourites? I dunno, sure sometimes. But it's all just numbers in the end, and the more I think about it, I just draw what I like to make myself happy. I agree with Os, do this one for yourself. I hope to see and talk to ya again soon, and if you want to do any of this in OC I would be totally thrilled to help/join. I just don't want to see you ripped apart, is all. I'm sure friends dont want that either.
No Hyds either *snif snif*
I know not who you speak of, and to be honest I don't care. I watch you because I genuinely enjoy your artwork, (though I haven't voiced it for awhile I do see, and do enjoy.)
Whatever course of action you take, make sure it's the right one for you; that's all that matters.
I may have met you at MFF, even though it was brief, I would like to be considered a friend =]
I hope that made sense ^^;;
I have no voice to be rude, but personally I never saw Carnak as a character to be drawn much more than your personal character. I don't see why one would create or change a character purely for the attentions sake in the first place, but I guess that's ones own decision.
I'd say keep Carnak as the girls she is, just change her personality...but yeah, she's still your char
Keeping a character for other people and not for yourself seems really pointless, I mean why even do the art if it's only solely for attention? I guess that sorta stuff seems silly to me.
If you don't get enjoyment out of having your character, then maybe it's time to change, or maybe you were developing it for the wrong reasons to begin with... I can't speak for you, but that's kinda the point - nobody can... there's no reason you should give a shit what anyone else wants in your character, because it's your character, not anyone else's.
i love her. i find her beautiful and sexy and cute. JUST LIKE YOU. uve been a great and wonderful person everytime ive talked to you. dont let them get you down or whatnot. dont listen to them they are retards. if you cant identify or w/e with her then, change her around so you do. its UR char, and its UR life, make it so it feels right! dont take crap from others, just do what makes you happy, lifes to short to listen to other people instead of listening to urself. *hugs*
*sings* "dont worry, be happeh now...whoa whoa...."