Settling back into the same old groove of life after CFT has been a slow going. Having to work immediately after getting back really threw the whole unwinding and relaxing phase out of whack. But its work that isn't stalling me right now, its something much different. Happiness.

I'm told that the emotional high that one picks up from these sort of things throws you into Post-Con Depression, or PCD when one gets home and has to adjust to back to their mundane life again. For me its only been getting stronger, and better. This almost alien level of euphoria has super charged me in an amazing way. (Especially after last night <3)

What caused it? For the first time in a very long time I'm connecting with furries out here. Its almost blinding, from having nearly no social interaction with the community to suddenly having people to talk to and interact with. I almost don't know what to do with it all, besides be happy.

Its true, this feeling probably isn't going to last forever. But when it comes down to it, I know this is a positive turning point for me, and whether or not I can ride this buzz through it all, PCD won't get me. I won't let it touch me. Life is good, and its going to stay that way god dammit.