Gods I hate people who lie all the time, or pretend to be one thing while using private channels to do things that are quite different with other people.. both on SL and on muck and on other games ive been on over the years.. what the hell is wrong with people.. isnt there anyone out there that can be freaking honest and upright with people and share things without lying and stabbing in the back.. SO damn tired of people who I let close doing crap to more or less say 'well thats nice but GO TO HELL' oh I love, you, and you and him., and her and hir and her and him.. but I wont tell you.. instead ill leave hints.. or better yet, ill elt you get cose to me, and then we get nice and friendly for almost 2 years then you'll laugh in my face and call everything Id o and everything I am a joke and that nothing matters but what you think you want, even though you don't know what you want.. BLAH!!!!!!.. So blasted tired of trying.. yeah, sorry I ranted about some things.

Ugh. I hate this month, oh yes I do. I also had more snaps taken but a PC problem caused them to vanish. Im half considering trying to draw, again, slowly, painfully, but yes, my crap back up as need be, maybe. Blegh.. I need more damn booze.