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I'm FED up! ><
18 years ago
~~FRIENDS~~
I'm so sick and tired of dealing with people who aren't even my friends. Real friends. Even though you have history, even though you've told each other your deepest, darkest secrets, it doesn't mean a thing if one of you doesn't give a friendship your best.
So what's the point of even considering yourselves to be friends when you hardly EVER speak to each other, one of them has a job, a boyfriend, and no free time. One of them has no job, has no boyfriend, and has plenty of free time to give.
Even if you can't see each other, you should at least talk to each other. Y'know? I think it's rather indecent and inpolite to not do so when you were once so close. Friends drift apart, and I understand that.
But come on!
She's just not willing to give it a second glance. She doesn't care. She doesn't think I care.
She can go suck a fish.
I care. I DID care. I don't anymore.
I'm fed up. Simple as that. I'm glad I have REAL friends that I CAN talk to, and HANG out with, and BE with all the time.
I just wish she'd say hi instead of treating me like I'm invisible. Frankly, it pisses me off. I don't deserve to be treated like this when I have literally done nothing but be the best friend I could be for her.
And that's the truth, folks. I could tell you how long, why, how much. But it's too much to put in here. That's how dedicated to our friendship I was.
Example, though. I invited her and her boyfriend to my Sweet 16. They were hardly social, she had a skimpy costume and was ALL over her boyfriend. My mom found it disrespectful and un-ladylike. Which it was. And I told her so. I sent her a message explaining how I felt about the situation.
Her response wasn't even her OWN response!
She replied with a copied and pasted conversation with her boyfriend about my message. She thought that if she broke down crying, she'd drag all the attention away from me and I'd yell at her for it.
What kind of messed up shit is that? I'm not that kidn of person! If she had cried at my party, I would've been the first one to go over and ask her what was wrong, try to help in any way I could.
God, she's such a conniving little---agh!
And her boyfriend was no better. He said that if someone wasn't all over me at my party, I wouldn't have paid them any attention.
Also bullshit. I had lots of guests, and as anyone with common sense should know, you have to be even with everybody. I tried to talk to them. I went up to them several times. They just stayed in that one spot on my couch. Tsh. Yeah, okay, whatever. Yall are perfect for each other if you think I'm such a horrible person.
Geez, that girl has known me for most of our lives--surely she'd know I 'd never be someone so mailicious and mean!
I deserve more credit than that. Anytime she called me, crying, I'd talk to her or go right over to her house. I was at her house all the time. We had a very sisterly relationship going on. I'd do anything in the world for her if she asked me to.
Unfortunately, I was the giver. She was the taker.
I just wish I could make her see it clearly. Because everytime that I've tried to explain this to her, she twists it and doesn't seem to understand how she could POSSIBLY ever be at fault! She's never the bad guy. Never.
But she is. She'll just have to get over it. Of course, she doesn't know this, because she hasn't tried to have a serious conversation with me. Everytime I tried, she would obviously change the subject. 9_9
Sorry guys. I needed to vent. I'm just sick of her crap. I'm officially fed up.
Just...done.
So what's the point of even considering yourselves to be friends when you hardly EVER speak to each other, one of them has a job, a boyfriend, and no free time. One of them has no job, has no boyfriend, and has plenty of free time to give.
Even if you can't see each other, you should at least talk to each other. Y'know? I think it's rather indecent and inpolite to not do so when you were once so close. Friends drift apart, and I understand that.
But come on!
She's just not willing to give it a second glance. She doesn't care. She doesn't think I care.
She can go suck a fish.
I care. I DID care. I don't anymore.
I'm fed up. Simple as that. I'm glad I have REAL friends that I CAN talk to, and HANG out with, and BE with all the time.
I just wish she'd say hi instead of treating me like I'm invisible. Frankly, it pisses me off. I don't deserve to be treated like this when I have literally done nothing but be the best friend I could be for her.
And that's the truth, folks. I could tell you how long, why, how much. But it's too much to put in here. That's how dedicated to our friendship I was.
Example, though. I invited her and her boyfriend to my Sweet 16. They were hardly social, she had a skimpy costume and was ALL over her boyfriend. My mom found it disrespectful and un-ladylike. Which it was. And I told her so. I sent her a message explaining how I felt about the situation.
Her response wasn't even her OWN response!
She replied with a copied and pasted conversation with her boyfriend about my message. She thought that if she broke down crying, she'd drag all the attention away from me and I'd yell at her for it.
What kind of messed up shit is that? I'm not that kidn of person! If she had cried at my party, I would've been the first one to go over and ask her what was wrong, try to help in any way I could.
God, she's such a conniving little---agh!
And her boyfriend was no better. He said that if someone wasn't all over me at my party, I wouldn't have paid them any attention.
Also bullshit. I had lots of guests, and as anyone with common sense should know, you have to be even with everybody. I tried to talk to them. I went up to them several times. They just stayed in that one spot on my couch. Tsh. Yeah, okay, whatever. Yall are perfect for each other if you think I'm such a horrible person.
Geez, that girl has known me for most of our lives--surely she'd know I 'd never be someone so mailicious and mean!
I deserve more credit than that. Anytime she called me, crying, I'd talk to her or go right over to her house. I was at her house all the time. We had a very sisterly relationship going on. I'd do anything in the world for her if she asked me to.
Unfortunately, I was the giver. She was the taker.
I just wish I could make her see it clearly. Because everytime that I've tried to explain this to her, she twists it and doesn't seem to understand how she could POSSIBLY ever be at fault! She's never the bad guy. Never.
But she is. She'll just have to get over it. Of course, she doesn't know this, because she hasn't tried to have a serious conversation with me. Everytime I tried, she would obviously change the subject. 9_9
Sorry guys. I needed to vent. I'm just sick of her crap. I'm officially fed up.
Just...done.
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The best thing you can do is just move on and be with the friends that DO give a damn. (which you are doing)
Hopefully she'll get what comes to her, and that whole msn conversation reply to your email...that's just really, really stupid. That just shows someone who couldn't come up with a half decent response on thier own for thier actions.
If you ever want to chat, my ears are open.
(MSN: foxprints@hotmail.com)
I didn't like him.
I don't know what everyone else thought about it, but sitting on your grandmother's couch and basically attached to each other is kind of disrespectful in my eyes. The only reason we talked at all is because I was laying on the other one and staring at them.
Maybe it's just a phase. Maybe she'll get over it. I'm used to her being a lot about /her/, been dealing with it ever since she came into this world. Sometimes I knock her back down and get her to think, but everything can't be about what she wants, definitely.
Little things bother me like that, such as drawing and trying to show her the picture and her generally telling me that she's not interested cause it's not one of her characters. That one made me want to slap her upside the head, but I'm.. a bit more patient than that. XD
Seriously not trying to get down on her, though, or gripe about her, just telling you that I know. And it's hard.
And I'm sorry.
I don't enjoy saying mean things about her. I usually don't say mean things about her. I just hate the way things have turned out. She's turned me loose, and now I'm lost to her. If he ever breaks her heart, or they decide not to date anymore...I can't do a thing for her. Y'know?
Thanks for understanding. You're awesome.
Lol, now I'm inspired to draw you a picture. :>
And I really don't like the situation of her being totally reliant on him. It just sets her up for some sort of heartache and turmoil, whatever that may be.
Believe me, I do understand and I try to help. Heck, why shouldn't I? :D I like ya.
Also. Just so you are aware. The girls in my family can be a little... iffy. That's just how it goes for some reason..
<3
I agree with ya on that one.
Thank you. ^_^
Lol, well, nobody's perfect. But I like you and Sav still. There's still a soft spot in my heart for Joanna. And it'll probably stay there until she cuts me off completely from her life.
*huggles*
And you're very welcome. *snug*