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14 years ago
Well since I know no one here is watching me anyways this is as good a place as any to ramble.
For a while now I have been trying just to get by in life. Nothing ever goes right and nothing I ever do to correct the situation fixes it. I find myself happiest when I can lead others to happy times themselves. However more and more I feel incapable of that and am left with hollow existence as I watch all my efforts fall by the wayside.... if not blow up in my face. I just don't know how to deal with it anymore... being numb doesn't work (that mask has been cracked beyond repair at this point) being positive doesn't work, and trying to act on it DEFFINANTLY doesn't work.
I simply am lost and without a purpose.
Eheh if any one is actualy reading this then I pose this question to you.
What is your purpose in life? Or if you do not have one, why would you place value on your existance?
For a while now I have been trying just to get by in life. Nothing ever goes right and nothing I ever do to correct the situation fixes it. I find myself happiest when I can lead others to happy times themselves. However more and more I feel incapable of that and am left with hollow existence as I watch all my efforts fall by the wayside.... if not blow up in my face. I just don't know how to deal with it anymore... being numb doesn't work (that mask has been cracked beyond repair at this point) being positive doesn't work, and trying to act on it DEFFINANTLY doesn't work.
I simply am lost and without a purpose.
Eheh if any one is actualy reading this then I pose this question to you.
What is your purpose in life? Or if you do not have one, why would you place value on your existance?
