I am so very tired of so many things, people in general, the overall downward spiral of the world. I feel like every day I view everything in a kind of crystal ball, the world around me is hazy and smoky and confusing and I'm not really a part of it except at work, where at least I fit.

Little if any semblance of a personal life, I mean, I can enjoy myself when I do certain things, going camping was fun, I will be making a post about the first official Norther Arizona Camping Meet, or whatever we're going to call the darn thing, on Friday, there will be a lot of pictures. We had a good time, BBQing, swimming, hiking, we took a trip up to the Grand Canyon. It was nice.

But realistically its like a waking dream. I seriously don't know if I care anymore, would it really matter if I just went to work, and home, and stopped interacting with people? It would mean I didn't have to worry about who was offended and who wasn't, it would mean I wouldn't get hurt anymore because people were worried about hurting or offending me.

I'd sure as hell have a lot more money.