Sorry.. and thanks..
14 years ago
General
I just feel like I should apologize to everyone, I feel like I'm tough to be around because of both my crazy ass bitch attitude and the hurt I still feel day-to-day, and yes... I know I can very VERY Dramatic and Emotional...
But to those that stick around and want to talk to me...
I love you..
I realize I don't show enough apprecreation for you guys.. seriously.. I love you guys.. You are so patient with me.. All my life I've dedicated to make myself a 'better person' but within this past week... I've realized I should aim to be a HAPPIER person.. instead of BETTER.
Me trying to be BETTER is just a defense mechanism that doesn't bring me any joy..
You do... :3
But to those that stick around and want to talk to me...
I love you..
I realize I don't show enough apprecreation for you guys.. seriously.. I love you guys.. You are so patient with me.. All my life I've dedicated to make myself a 'better person' but within this past week... I've realized I should aim to be a HAPPIER person.. instead of BETTER.
Me trying to be BETTER is just a defense mechanism that doesn't bring me any joy..
You do... :3
Himiko
~himiko
Oh don't worry. Yet being happy it's a weird mechanism people shouldn't be searching for it because we're already happy. The problem it's when we over do ourselves.
Zelian
~zelian
Be happy my awesome friend ^^ enjoy life while your still living
Dominicus
~dominicus
OP
I hope your doing better now.
bluedragon809
~bluedragon809
o..o *Hugs* ~ happiness is very important ~ i dont like seeing you unhappy x..x and my arm wont stop twitching x..x blah
Dominicus
~dominicus
OP
lol when I'm not happy with myself I think I take it out on others.. I hate it.. *hugs back*
bluedragon809
~bluedragon809
*clings to you* o..o well your one of my best friends ~ and i've had people take their frustrations out on me ~ but i allow them to sometimes ~ mainly when its necessary - if their angry their angry, i cant change that *Hugs* o.o
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